My Deepest Thoughts

CONVERSATION WITH MYSELF

Hey you,
Yes you
The one hiding behind that smile
You know it is fake
You know how heavy it gets
You know it isn't don't anything right?
It isn't fooling anyone
You are obviously not happy
You should try a real smile sometimes
It will look good on you

Hey you
The one that is lifting more than you weigh
The one that carries the world on your little head
The one that is struggling more than you should
You know that won't make the world any better right
They won't accept you because of that
You should ask for some help sometimes
You don't have to do everything yourself
That won't make the world a like you for you

Hey you
Don't you think you care a little too much?
Do you really think people are that worthy?
Don't you know that your friends aren't actually your friends?
Haven't you figured it out?
That the world is a dangerous place
And you are just living it carefree
Don't you know?
That you have to feed yourself
Before you feed someone else
Clothe yourselves
Before you start covering another person
You have to save yourself
In order to save the other people
Haven't you figure that out?

You keep putting everyone first
You  treat yourself last
And you still don't know
That the world will never put you first
The world don't even care about you
Nobody thinks about you
But you keep thinking about everybody

Dear self
Stop worrying about everybody
Start fixing yourself
Stop giving out your heart
So it won't break more that it already did.

Just stop
Breath
Clear your mind
I know everyone keeps telling you to keep trying
But know it  is because of what they want from you
So I am telling you

Stop trying
Just give up.

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