My Deepest Thoughts

I WILL LIVE WITH IT

I know I'm not worth it
I know you don't care
But I also know I can't help it
I have no control over my heart
I know you don't want me
That won't change
But I also can't loving you
I guess it's fate

It seem like everything I want
Rejects me.
Everything that every interest me
Always end up breaking me
I guess I don't know my worth
I guess my standards are pretty low
Because my heart just decide to love anybody
Or maybe I am just destined to want what I have no chance in getting.

But I truly want to stop loving you
I truly want to stop caring
Because you probably don't know how much ot hurts
To feel unwanted by what you want the most
But it's okay,
It is my fate and I will live with it.