I'M NOT LIVING

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I am only wishing it's not happening 
I am only here you can't see me
I am only smiling, I am not happy.

You can only read my poems 
You can't hear me
You can only see the words 
You can't feel it
You can only promise 
You can't fulfill 
People can only trust me, 
I can't trust them.

I am always struggling 
But you won't notice 
I am always frowning 
But you can't change that
Never had an heartbreak 
But I can taste it
To scared to love 
Because it might break me
Scared to open up 
Because I might regret it

I am too scared to speak 
Because it might hunt me. 
That I am only existing, 
I am not living

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