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43.

messenger
texting: felix

minho:
he told me
jisung told me

felix:
that he might move?

minho:
yeah

felix:
how do you feel?

minho:
okay i guess
i'm hoping he doesnt
but it's going to be okay if he does
because i'll do anything to see my baby

felix:
i don't think he will
i mean i'm hoping he's not
i don't want him to leave us

minho:
shit man, neither do i
that's my fucking boyfriend
like how the fuck am i gonna go to school without seeing his cute face everyday? how am i gonna go without his sweet hugs every morning whenever he sees me? how am i gonna go without cuddling him for weeks on end?
it's gonna be so fucking hard considering we're always such a loving relationship and we're always with each other
but i'd rather try my hardest with him and see him every chance i get than just straight up break up with him

felix:
i know you two will make it
and even if you guys do break up
you'll always go back to your regular ways; you know?

minho:
but that's the thing
i don't want to go back to our regular ways
i hated not being able to tell him i love him and mean it the way i do now, and i hated not being able to kiss his pretty lips and hold him at night, and i hated how i couldn't hold him too close or play with his hair because i didn't know if he would be comfortable
it's just gonna suck so much if we do break up because i'll be so limited, wanting to do so much, but not being able to do shit besides be hopelessly in love with a boy miles away
like if he does move, i wanna work that shit out until we graduate and then maybe move in over there with him, or move him back here.
anything just to keep our relationship lasting for over ten years, anything to keep our relationship going to the point where we get married and adopt all the cats in the world
fuck i'm so in love with this dude and i'm honestly heartbroken that he might move but it'll be okay because i'd rather have him move and still try to be his boyfriend than just completely give up on us
i'm hitting my feelings it's two in the morning help me

felix:
it's okay to feel this way, minho
i mean you've loved this kid ever since you were twelve
i'd feel the exact same way if i were you, like honestly. it's not fair to be so happy in love and then have that shit probably get taken away from you and get a struggle thrown into your path
i know changbin and i aren't nearly as affectionate as you and jisung are, but i would honestly be feeling the same heartbreak too
but i promise jisung wouldn't leave you, he wouldn't do that to you. he loves you more than anything and we all know this. we all know you two are willing to do anything for each other and you two will get through anything together
it's gonna be okay, minho. you'll both get through this and i highly doubt he will leave you behind
i don't think he'll move
and if he does
i know damn well he's not gonna go down without a fight

minho:
i just really hope he doesn't move;'))
i'll be sad without my baby boy/my number one best friend
thank you for listening to my dumbass whine;'(
i love you felix

felix:
i love you minho
you can always whine to me
and it's okay, he won't move. it won't happen
we won't let it happen;'))

minho:
i hope so
anyways i gotta go to bed
don't wanna miss calling my baby tomorrow/today

felix:
goodnight loser;'))

minho:
goodnight!
read @ 2:45 am