homework | minsung

115.

messenger
texting: group chat "district nine + one."

soojin:
hey can i talk to you guys
i feel like you guys are the only people i can talk about this stuff to lol

felix:
are you okay?

jisung:
what's up ugly

minho:
are you good jinjin?

chan:
what's going on?

jeongin:
what's happening?:o

soojin:
just
whatever is said in here
does not leave here.
got it guys?
ESPECIALLY CHAN

chan:
ay what
i'm no snitch😔

woojin:
we got it

seungmin:
understood
what's wrong?

hyunjin:
what's happeninggggg

changbin:
you can trust us soo

jisung:
tell us ugly

soojin:
shut up uglier
anyway
i think i'm gonna break up with mingyu

chan:
wait
what

felix:
what the fuck

changbin:
???
WHY

jeongin:
wHY WOUKD YOU WANNA-
would* i'm a dummy dumb

minho:
soojin
i have a question
are you dumb or are you stupid

soojin:
yes.

jisung:
wait
why the hell would you break up with him

soojin:
i just
i don't know if i can do it
i don't think i can

hyunjin:
distance?
man fuck that
you can't just give up so easily
you can't give up without fighting the fight

soojin:
yeah but
we'll be in two different places
he's probably going to end up finding someone better while i'm gone

jisung:
what better could he get
he's already got you

soojin:
hannie, i'm not that good
and i don't like that everyone thinks i am
i'm not extraordinary or anything
i'm just seo soojin, nothing special

changbin:
you say two different places
but i genuinely feel like he's gonna pull a minho
i just feel it honestly

jeongin:
soojin, you are too special!
why must you put yourself down?:(

soojin:
i'm just
i don't know
also, binnie, i doubt he would
i don't think he'd move to another place just for me

chan:
well
his friends are in korea
and most of his family lives here
it's possible he would just go back

soojin:
i don't know
i'm just
i think i'm going to do it

minho:
no you're not.

felix:
break up with mingyu and i'll never listen to another twice song in my life

seungmin:
he pulled out the big guns
okay but, soojin, why would you want to ruin your own happiness?

soojin:
i don't know
i really don't

jisung:
did something happen, besides distance?
did you guys get into an argument?

soojin:
no, we're okay
he's always good to me, hannie
sometimes i feel like he's too good
i really don't know why he's dating me

woojin:
soojin, did something happen?
like be honest with us

soojin:
no, nothing happened
i'm just having another episode where i feel anxious and not good enough for a relationship

felix:
you should talk to mingyu about this

soojin:
i cant
it's going to hurt him

chan:
well we don't have to tell the full story
we can just say it's another episode
nothing more, nothing less

seungmin:
^
you don't have to tell him about the breakup part
because as far as we know, breakup who?
who's breaking up?
the telephone?
shit that damn connection again

changbin:
you need to talk to him, soo
holding things in during a relationship is not okay
communication matters, and he should be informed on what is going on with you, and how you're feeling

soojin:
but i'm scared

chan:
hey, i was scared too
i was scared to date and be in a relationship
but you guided me and showed me it'll be alright
everything will be alright if you talk to mingyu

soojin:
i feel so guilty

minho:
for thinking about breaking up with him?
it happens, jinjin. it's common
some people just get into a mind state that isn't good and convince themselves that they don't deserve anything good

jisung:
i promise you're going to feel okay once you talk to him about how you're feeling, okay?

soojin:
hhhhhhhhhhhh
then what if he breaks up with me:(

felix:
sOo jsjjdsnn
you were literally just-

soojin:
I KNOWWW
but i don't want it actually happening
he's my happiness:(

chan:
i don't think he's going to break up with you
he's understanding, you know
he'll take care of you, soo

soojin:
ugh
do i really have to talk to him about this?

jeongin:
yep
i've learned that you should never hold things in
or else you're just going to feel lonely and convince yourself you're not good enough and that nobody cares

soojin:
>:(
fine.
i'll talk to him.
you bullies.

hyunjin:
it'll go well, okay, soo?

soojin:
AlRiGhT
thank you guys
i'll tell you how it goes

jisung:
we love you soo
and we're always here for you

soojin:
thanks ugly🥺💓
i love you guys

jeongin:
and we love you╰(*'︶'*)╯♡

authors note:
yikes honestly