homework | minsung

69.

messenger
texting: group chat "district nine + one."

soojin has left the chat

felix:
WAIT WHAT
NO

felix has added soojin to the group chat

felix:
stay.

soojin has left the chat

jeongin:
soojinnie:c

jisung:
:/

jisung has added soojin to the group chat

jisung:
don't leave

soojin:
i'm embarrassed for getting sad.
i don't want to be here.

soojin has left the chat

minho has added soojin to the group chat

minho:
jinjin, it's okay to get sad
do you know how many times a fight has happened in this chat? or someone has cried?
we go through it together
it's nothing to be embarrassed of
please don't leave us.

soojin:
you guys probably think i'm stupid for whining
and i feel stupid for whining

woojin:
we don't feel that way at all, soojin
we're used to people fighting and crying
we're not a perfect friend group, we all experience ups and downs— but at least we do it together

chan:
nobody gets left behind here
and we're not leaving you behind or judging you
please don't leave soojinnie

soojin:
i'm embarrassed.

jeongin:
don't leave us, soojinnie
you can't leave us('༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ')
we love you here
and it's okay you got upset
everyone gets upset

hyunjin:
we don't see you differently for being upset
it's okay to be upset over things
and it's even better when you express your hurt

seungmin:
we love you soojinnie
and we're always here to support you
we've welcomed you here
you can't leave
just like minsung can't break up
it's not allowed.

felix:
if you leave
i'll unstan twice.

changbin:
oop- he threatened big time
okay but soojin, nobody is judging you but yourself and honestly i find that being worse.
you can't be mad at yourself for feeling human emotions.

soojin:
felix, don't unstan twice

felix:
then don't leave

soojin:
>:(
i just feel really embarrassed
i don't like to talk about my feelings
and so showing slight sadness last night
really got me feeling all kinds of embarrassment

jisung:
soojinnie, nobody's judging you but yourself and that's not okay. i know how you are and honestly, it's not bad to open up for once and reveal how you truly feel

minho:
^^^
i used to be the same way, and i refused to open up,, until jisung cried to me over how he doesn't like how i make myself suffer alone
and honestly i've learned it's not good to do that anyways