homework | minsung

62.

messenger
texting: minho

jisung:
hey, can i talk to you?

minho:
you don't have to ask to talk to me, you know

jisung:
yeah, i just
i feel like maybe you don't want to talk to me

minho:
i feel like YOU don't want to talk to me
like what was the group chat scene about?
did i do something to upset you?

jisung:
no
you never do anything to upset me
it's just i did things to upset myself
and i don't know how to express it that i take it out on people who don't deserve it

minho:
what's wrong, baby?

jisung:
i'm what's wrong

minho:
don't say that babe
you know it's not true

jisung:
but i got mad at you for no reason
well, i didn't get mad
i just took my feelings out on you

minho:
it's okay

jisung:
no it's not

minho:
jisung
i don't expect you to be 100% okay all the time, or 100% happy, or 100% in a good mood. we have our off days, we sometimes fall back, and sometimes we don't feel ourselves and that's okay
i'm not mad at you, or upset with you
like, yes, i did get hurt at first but then i realized that something probably is just going on with you so i brushed it off.
besides, i'm not going to hold a grudge against the person i love
it's fine, babe. don't be so hard on yourself

jisung:
i'm sorry if i made you question if i even loved you

minho:
baby, no
don't apologize
it's okay and i'm not mad at you or upset
now tell me baby, what's wrong?

jisung:
i just started feeling really insecure last night
like when i got home i felt like you were too good for me and that i didn't deserve you
and then i just got jealous over dumb shit too and hhhh idk i'm a pain in the ass when i'm sad

minho:
i'm not too good for you, jisung
i genuinely believe that you're my soulmate, which means we're both equally good enough for each other,, and i know sometimes you can't help to feel the way you feel but please know that i'll never think that i'm too good for you
also, it's okay to get jealous. i mean, i've gotten jealous plenty of times before with you and i don't even try to hide the jealousy
it's normal in a relationship, baby. so don't put yourself down for it

jisung:
you constantly make me so emotional
:,((( you're the best boyfriend ever
i don't know what i did to ever deserve you but i'm truly the happiest boy for doing it
i love you so much and i'm sorry for being harsh

minho:
i love you just as much,, and i also understand
it's okay, babe. i don't love you any less

jisung:
)):
tomorrow, you and i.
i don't care what it is
i just want my baby

minho:
okay
you should get some rest now
it's late and my baby needs to sleep

jisung:
okie🥺
goodnight baby

minho:
goodnight beautiful, i love you

jisung:
i love you more, handsome
goodnight night ╰(*'︶'*)╯
read @ 11:55 pm