Tyra banks adopted me

Singing to Tyra in the hospitial

The next day I went back to see her. Hey sweetie how's my sweetie doing? It could be worse. That's my girl. I want to sing a song to you. Okay my beautiful girl sing to me.

I drove by the places we used to hang out getting wasted I thought about our last kiss how it felt how you tasted and even though your friends tell me you're doing fine are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you when he says those words to hurt you do you read the ones I wrote you sometimes I start to wonder was it just a lie if what we had is real how could you be fine because I'm not fine at all I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the makeup running down your face and the dreams you left begins you didn't need them like every single wish we ever made I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things like the way it felt to sleep next to you and the memories I never can escape because I'm not fine at all the pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone I admit I like to see them when I feel alone all my friends keep asking why I'm not around it hurts to know you're happy and it hurts to know that you've moved on it's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long it's like we never happened was it just a lie if what we had was real how can you be fine cause I'm not fine at all I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the makeup running down your face and the dreams you left behind you didn't need them like every single wish we ever made I wish I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you and the memories I never can escape if today I woke up with you right beside me like all of this was just some twisted dream. I'd hold you closer than I ever did before and you'd never slip away and you'd never hear me say I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the makeup running down your face and the dreams you left behind you didn't need them like every single wish we ever made I wish I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things like the way it felt to sleep next to you and the memories I never can escape cause I'm not fine at all no I'm really not fine at all tell me this is just a dream cause I'm really not fine at all. It took a lot for Tyra to cry but we were both hysterical when I was done. That was amazing and I promise you it's not over it's just going to be different and harder for me and us to patch up the relationship we used to have. Tyra kissed me and said good job.