LAYNE STALEY
when layne first met Roxy he knew from the moment that she smiled that perfect smile at him , her blue eyes bright and youthful that he wanted her .
she was a crazy thing . never cared for what anyone thought of her , and never thought to much about what she did .
nothing and nobody could hold her down . she was at the light of her youth .
eighteen and ready to bathe in the destruction that was her life . she turned everything bad to good , or at least in laynes eyes she did .
everything seemed much more brighter , much more calmer whenever she was around . she showed him what life was . what love was . how deep it go ,
how love could never run thin when you allowed it to flow evenly within you . no boundaries and no fear .
he had loved Roxy May from the moment he had met her and he didn't think that was ever going to change .
she had been with him through it all . from the very moment the band got signed .
through the dark times . through the fights . through the drama . through good and bad . she stayed .
he had never considered the fact that things would ever end , never thought it would become possible that she would leave him .
she had promised to be there forever , through everything .
until she wasn't .
he didn't know who was to blame . both of them in his mind .
he should have never of accused her of being unfaithful . should have never have let his doubts and insecurities run away and blame them on her .
but he also blamed Roxy for never helping him see that she only wanted him , she never reassured him that there love was real . so he never asked .
the lack of communication had been the thing to ruin them in the end .
they were both high on what life was giving them .
Roxy indulging herself on all the things that had been offered up to them on plate ever since his band had made it big .
she started to make friends with the big movie stars , with the pretty rock n roll bands that were more than happy to accept her into there fucked up system .
layne hardly saw her anymore , she was always at some party .
he could remember the way he had begged her to stay in like they used to . to just order some food and spend time together , just them .
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ROCKSTAR ONE SHOTS
Fanfictiona bunch of short stories featuring my favourite rockstars and grunge musicians