A prisoner of many, but I'm running away, I'm sick of it, I'm grizzled

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Jungkook couldn't explain as he followed Taekwoon, Hakyeon and Wonshik back to their dorms, his instinct was telling him to go back and demand that Namjoon forgot all he said and how he acted pathetically. He knew that it was the right thing to do, but he also couldn't stop himself from thinking it was wrong.

His head was one big mess, and he had a hard time keeping track of all that had happened. First, he had been in the hospital, Hakyeon had managed to convince the doctor that since there was technically nothing wrong with him as long as he took his medicine, that they... They meaning the rest of Vixx... were a much better place for him to heal his mental state than the hospital, somehow he had made her agree.

Then came the point where he had to sit down and explain to all three of them what had gone on, and every time they thought he lied, they would push him for the truth. God, he was sure that Taekwoon was actually a fucking lie detector at this point.

When he got to the point with the alpha order, that was when things kinda turned sour. It was like he could physically sense the room temperature drop. "You alpha ordered your group leader? As the maknae in your group and newly presented alpha, you alpha ordered your leader?" Wonshik sounded like he couldn't actually believe what he heard.

"He was a dud! I couldn't know that he was actually an omega, he just really annoyed me!" Jungkook hung his head, not wanting to look at the two very angry omegas and Taekwoon who just looked disappointed in him.

Hakyeon snorted in an unattractive way. "Well if annoying is the classification for getting alpha ordered you are fucked Wonshik, you are going to be under forever."

Wonshik for once didn't take to the joke just staring down Jungkook. "Not now Hakyeon, to important for jokes. You are going to apologise to Namjoon. You want to stop being an asshole and learn how to be more than the alpha Yoongi taught you to be, this is how you start. I want you to apologise to Namjoon, not just apologise I want you to get down on your knees and beg him for forgiveness."

That got Jungkook to actually look up from his hands. "You what? I can't do that!"

"Well okay then you are on your own then, let's go home I think the rest are waiting for us. If they have actually woken up yet." Taekwoon got up from his chair as if to leave the two omegas following.

Jungkook bit his bottom lip as he reached out to grab the other alpha's wrist. "Okay, I will do it... I want to change, but you have to understand this is hard for me. It's against everything I have learned."

He got the first smile since all of this had stopped when Hakyeon patted him on his head. "It's okay, admitting you want to change is the first step. We are going to be patient with you."

"We are?"

"Don't listen to him, Wonshik is special. He likes to seem all hard on the outside, but he's a softy on the inside."

"He is?"

"I am?" Taekwoon and Wonshik questioned at the same time.

"Ignore them. Let's go and see Namjoon now, it has been a few hours he might be awake now."

The meeting with Namjoon could technically have gone worse, he managed to do what was asked of him even if he had to fight his own instinct to make sure he didn't do something stupid. The worst part of it was how frail Namjoon looked in the bed and the fact that he couldn't remember the last time he had seen the BTS leader smile.

When Taekwoon found him, he was standing in a corner, taking a deep breath and cradling his hand from where he had hit the wall. Which turned out to be much stronger than his hand. "I understand that it was hard, but you did really well Jungkook you should be proud of himself."

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