Hidden Omega

When I used to be happy, despite having nothing, It seems like only yesterday

 "I fucked up, I fucked up so badly, they won't want me anymore." Namjoon almost couldn't understand what Mark was saying the words were so slurred from his crying, but he still understood the most of it.

He couldn't stop himself from hugging Mark closer; he expected this from what he heard of what had gone on, this was just in Mark's character since he was always really good at blaming himself.

"Did you and Jackson not talk? After I left." the answer to Namjoon's question seemed to be a big no as Mark started to cry even more into Namjoon's chest, "Mark baby," Namjoon should have expected it.

That was the thing with him being an 'outsider' from Got7; he didn't see Mark every single day and every single night, he noticed things like that. Jaebum was so busy, not only leading the pack but also leading the group; it wasn't that they were ignoring Mark or being ignorant, it was just that they loved him too much.

They were blind to the problems since they were too afraid to push him, to push him away from them now that they had finally gotten him to join "let's go into the living room, Taeil from Block B is here, but he will go into the bedroom if you want to."

Namjoon wanted to give Mark the option to choose, did he want Taeil there or not? Mark sniffed "He is the beta right? The short one with tattoos and the cute face?" well yes that did explain Taeil perfectly, Namjoon nodded his agreement. For a second, it seemed like Mark wasn't sure what he wanted, but seemed to make his mind up "he can stay, he is very calming."

Well Mark was right, and he had done just like Namjoon had expected, he had chosen to let the beta stay. He guided the older into the living room before sitting down and letting Mark half plop down on his lap; Mark seemed to take comfort in the fact that while Namjoon was skinny, he was still much bigger than Mark and could make him feel comfortable that way.

He gave a quick smile to Taeil over Mark's shoulder as a sign that he could stay, which the older beta seemed to take as he let himself sink into the couch, he let Mark get comfortable before Namjoon slowly asked: "do you wanna tell us what happened?"

"They already told you," Mark were speaking into Namjoon's shoulder, not wanting to look at him while they were having the conversation.

"They did," Namjoon agreed while carting his hand through the red locks of Marks' hair, pulling over a blanket to wrap the older up in it, he was still shaking from the cold outside "but I want to hear it from your side, what they thought happened might not be what you thought happened, you know that I just want you guys to be happy."

"I didn't wanna come here," Mark's thin shoulders were shaking, and at that point, Namjoon wasn't even sure if it was from the cold or from the tears he was trying to hold back, "I didn't want you to see me like this, I didn't want you to think that I am broken, that they are broken, I wanted you to believe in their pack even if it's not with me."

That sentence scared Namjoon, cause it was what he was afraid of, that Mark just thought of himself as broken now, he had this idea that it didn't cause Mark was having second thoughts, Namjoon was almost 100 per cent sure that it wasn't cause Mark was thinking of joining exo instead.

If that was the case it wouldn't have blown up like this; if it was like that everybody would just have agreed on it and Mark would have left, he wouldn't be so messed up, his scent wouldn't be so fucked up.

"Do you want to leave Got7?" he had to ask, he couldn't help Mark unless he knew what the older omega actually wanted.

Now that got a reaction from Mark, and for the first time since he arrived, he sat up with a set starring at Namjoon "No! I love them!"