Hidden Omega

Exhausted, I've lost my way Please take me anywhere I'll do anything

Silence fell over the BTS members.

There wasn't a dry air in the room, and Jungkook was conflicted, he was so angry with Yoongi, he had been so angry for so long with him. He had wanted to know why Yoongi had done to him what he had done, why he thought that was okay, now that he had the answer, he didn't know what to do with it.

Maybe it was cause he had just been so sad constantly, maybe it was the fact that he had expected something terrible had happened to Yoongi, but he was able to control his emotions a bit better than everybody else. It was why he was able to look around at his pack mates, taking in their reaction to the news they had just been told.

His eyes first went to Seokjin, the beta had been holding Taehyung in his arms, as the younger seemingly had needed somebody to hold him. Where Taehyung couldn't hold back the sobs as he was crying into Seokjin's arm, the older of the two beta's had more control over himself, holding back the verbal crying, even if the tears were still running down his cheeks, clearing touched by the story he had just been told.

Hoseok had been sitting between Namjoon and Jimin, holding the two omega's hands, while staring into the air with wordless tears flowing down his cheeks, Yoongi's story had clearly hit close to home.

Namjoon was the one that Jungkook was the most worried for, he always seemed ready to forgive their pack alpha, even if Yoongi had done nothing to deserve it yet. Why was that they all acted like he had done something to deserve forgiveness? They had only heard the reason why Yoongi had acted the way he did, they hadn't seen change, he hadn't done anything to prove that he deserved to be forgiven, and Jungkook felt conflicted.

He loved Yoongi, he was almost 90% sure that he did indeed love his pack alpha, but he still wasn't sure he could trust him. He could feel his inner alpha clawing at him. He remembered the little orange bottle of pills that he might have to take the rest of his life, that was what Yoongi had done to him.

Jungkook remembered the anger, the red haze taking over him when he got too angry, he remembered putting down Jimin making the omega feel worse about himself, yelling at angrily at Hakyeon when he lost his cool. The older omega had just looked disappointed at him before kissing him on the forehead and telling him that he would wait in the living room for when Jungkook was ready to talk about it. Of course, it hadn't taken much more than that for the haze to go away and him instantly regretting what he had done and said.

All of that was Yoongi's fault, even if the older hadn't wanted to do that to him, hadn't wanted to hurt him that way, he had still done it. Jungkook didn't know what to do, didn't know what he was supposed to do, luckily he didn't have to decide on something as the next second Jimin was out up and encasing the alpha in a tight hug "Yoongi, we didn't know, I am sorry."

Why was Jimin apologising? Why was everybody else getting up? Why were they hugging Yoongi? He hadn't proven that he had changed! A story didn't make up for everything! It didn't prove that he would change, it didn't prove that things would be different! If anything, it supported why it wouldn't be different!

All members of the BTS pack had gotten up to hug Yoongi, Jimin and Namjoon the one hugging him the tightest, Seokjin looked over at Jungkook that was still just standing there, questioning look as if he was expecting Jungkook to join them, expecting the younger to come hug their pack alpha.

Jungkook couldn't do it, he couldn't stay there, he needed to get out, he couldn't breathe in the room, it was like there was no air.

Without a word, he left the small hotel room, first able to take a breath all the way into his lungs when he got all the way outside. The cold air of the Japanese capital greeting him, he was lucky that Army didn't know where they were staying yet, so they got to have at least a few days before having to swap hotel again before they had to find somewhere else they could stay.