Hidden Omega

Keeping up with Jimin, Part 2

Last time on Keeping Up With Jimin:
Jimin got told the true story of everything that went on with Exo before he got there, Kyungsoo's old pack mate half broke into the dorm, screaming at Jimin and while Jimin took a nap... a hooded person broke into the dorm.

And that is what you missed on Keeping up with Jimin!
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There was a faint smell of flowers as Jimin woke up from his nap, Jimin couldn't really figure out who the scent belonged to, he thought he had smelt it before, but it didn't ring a bell, so he just assumed that it was one of the managers from Exo's team, hence why they had been able to get in there.

He didn't get long to think about it, as the rest of Exo arrived home. It was the first time he saw Minseok, the pack alpha, in person since he had kinda moved in with them. The two stared at each other for a few seconds, seemingly unsure of how the other person was going to act.

Jimin felt conflicted, Minseok was the pack alpha, he was the one that Jimin was supposed to respect the most, the one who Yoongi would be the angriest at him for getting close to, being pack alpha meant that he was the person who was the most 'above' him in terms of subgender. The thing was that even tho that was the case Minseok kinda looked scared at seeing Jimin, which was not how the power balance was supposed to be.

They didn't get long to stare at each other, before Jongdae, the person who had been behind him puffed him a little forward "we are done hiding things, we are facing them headfirst. Hey Jimin, this is Minseok, you have met him before, but we never told you that he is terrified of being the pack alpha, and he is scared that you will remind him of Luhan, he is also convinced that he will fuck this up and make you cry cause he isn't as good a pack alpha as Yifan Minseok, this is Jimin, he doesn't know what to do at the moment since you are the pack alpha and he is afraid that Yoongi, the BTS pack alpha will be angry with him for talking to you, he is also a more traditional omega, so he sees sub genders a little different than you."

That wasn't the full truth, Jongdae wanted to say that Jimin was indoctrinated to think he was worse less than alphas were, but he also knew that Jimin didn't see it like that yet, they had a long road ahead of them before the sweet-faced BTS omega.

Both Minseok and Jimin was staring at each other, it was a lot of information about each other that they had suddenly gotten, neither seemed really sure on how to deal with it. In the end, Jimin was the one to gather his spirits. While he knew that Yoongi wouldn't like it, and he knew that Minseok was a pack alpha, he just looked so sad, and Jimin was still Jimin, he was never good at dealing with people who were sad or in pain, all he wanted to do was wrap the alpha up into a hug and tell him that he was perfect the way he was.

Of course, he knew that he shouldn't do that, he knew that it would be extremely rude to do so, didn't stop him from wanting to do it. Instead, he just smiled the softest smile he could "It's good to see you home again, I was worried that you didn't get enough sleep last night."

When Jimin had woken up, he could still smell Minseok's scent in the nest, so he had gotten home after they had all fallen asleep and he had left before they woke up.

Minseok just... looked surprised, then slowly a shy smile spread on his face "I am about ready to sleep the next month away."

Again, another person he could see on of his BTS members being similar to, but Minseok wasn't similar to Yoongi even tho they were both pack alpha's, no Minhyuk reminded him of Hoseok, all soft and happy smiles, always there to be a pillar for whoever needed them but carrying deep hurt underneath.

Again his heart hurt thinking back on Hoseok, even tho he had only been with Exo such a short time, it had really given him something to compare it to. He wished that he had realised just how bad it was with Hoseok, that talking about their problems, dealing with their problems wasn't bad. That dealing with their problems, acknowledging they had problems, just made them stronger, not weaker.