Hidden Omega

If you're struggling like I am, can't we make things a little easier?

The rest of the day went without to much stuff going on. It was Sunday, and all of them had the day off, which was spent lying around after both Namjoon and Youngjae had gotten themselves cleaned up a bit. Namjoon did have to endure a little bit of teasing, which ended up with him hiding his face in Jackson's chest, which did not seem to disagree with that at all.

There was one thing off though, BamBam... Namjoon couldn't explain what it was, but it was clear that something was wrong. It was clear that everybody else knew what was wrong other than Namjoon and he didn't know how to deal with being held outside the loop. He ended up not being able to take it anymore later that day, and when Jinyoung asked him if he wanted any snacks, he just shook his head deciding to track down the youngest omega who was napping in the nest.

Namjoon couldn't deny that BamBam was adorable sprawled starfish in the giant bed that looked way too big for him when he was there all alone. He wore an almost threadbare tank top that was way too big for him hanging off one shoulder and pulled up slightly to expose the flat stomach underneath. He looked way too cute, in sleep he didn't have the worried facial expression that he had been wearing all day, instead just a relaxed, smiling look as he slept.

Namjoon couldn't stop himself from crawling into the bed and curl up next to him, gently petted the tummy skin showing. It was almost amazing knowing that he could touch like this now and how he could feel BamBam relaxing under his petting even more. Namjoon wasn't sure how long they just laid there until the younger slowly started waking up.

"Joonie?" The voice was confused and still heavy with sleep. "You okay?"

It was kinda sad that BamBam just assumed that something was wrong with him just because he was here with him alone, so he shook his head. "I was worried about you, so I went to check on you. But you were sleeping, and I didn't want to wake you up."

BamBam rubbed his eyes before rolling over on his side, so he was looking Namjoon in the eyes. "It's nothing... Just my stupid head."

The other omega reached out to gently brush some of his hair out of his eyes. "Nothing is stupid when it comes to how you feel you know that. You can tell me if I did something to hurt you, or if anything else is hurting you. I'm supposed to try to be a part of the pack, and that means you need to treat me as an equal, not a kid that needs protection."

BamBam sighed, he knew that Namjoon had a point. "I saw the hoodie you have from Block B, it is just... While I know that you are getting courted by other packs, it was so easy to forget when you were here with us, and I felt... I don't know how I felt, but it wasn't nice."

Namjoon sighed, resting his forehead against BamBam's. "I can't promise that I am going to choose to stay with this pack, at this point, my mind is one big melting pot of thoughts, but I can promise you something else. That no matter what happens, no matter who I choose or anything you will always mean something special to me, you all will."

BamBam looked a little hesitant, but Namjoon could also feel how his shoulders had relaxed a little as he smiled at Namjoon. "I'm sorry to put that on you. I don't want you to feel pressured to pick us or to pick anybody. It's just that sometimes I can't control how I feel."

Namjoon couldn't stop himself from pulling BamBam into his arms. "I don't need you to control how you feel, I just want us to be honest with each other. I'm a big boy I can handle it. Your mental health is just as important as mine." He kissed BamBam on the top of his hair as BamBam smiled into his chest. This was why Namjoon was so good for them, he had such a big heart; it was fucking stupid.

When they went to bed that night, Namjoon got pulled from his normal cuddle position between Youngjae and Jackson to instead to join Yugyeom and BamBam. It was kinda cute with Namjoon's head on one of the alpha's shoulders and BamBam's on the other, both omegas had a thigh swung over the maknaes more or less pinning him to the bed. Not that Yugyeom minded this was his prefered way to sleep, and he just hummed happily with an arm around each of the cuddly omegas quickly surrounding the realm of sleep.