I thought I would never have to make a decision. But know I do. Many hot guys. Some I like as friends. Some I like more than friends. Especially one that I love the most. I probably wouldn't be able to make it through this adventure without my two best friends and Him. I already have enough problems already. Since I was five with the death of my great grandpa and my first killing of a human nothing has been the same for me. Demons. They show me images of stuff that isn't true. And I believe them. Depression has been my worst enemy. I live with it everyday. My best friends I can't even trust anymore because of the images. I only trust certain guys.