How To Tame A Demon

Chapter 51

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Travis' POV

I went back to the bedroom as soon as I finished entertaining my thing in the bathroom. I quietly lay down next to him because I noticed that he was already asleep. I wasn't surprised at what I've seen anymore since it took me a while to play with myself because of the difficulty in doing it on my own.

Inabot din pala ako ng kalahating oras. I guess I should get used to this kind of situation by now.

Nasanay na kasi akong may katulong araw-araw para makapagpalabas. But because I wanna be a better person and a man than what I used to be before, I stopped doing those things as soon as I get closer to him. Even my bad habits at smoking stopped just to not get hated by Avery.

Just come to think of it, siya naman ang naging dahilan kung bakit nagawa ko ang lahat ng mga bagay na iyon sa sarili ko.

Simula nang malayo ako sa kanya.

But oh well, Kahit naman tigilan ko na ang lahat ng mga masasama kong kaugalian, wala pa ring magbabago dahil ako mismo, ang kina-aayawan na nito.

Pero kasalanan ko rin naman. It is my fault in the first place for not telling him the reason why our friendship suddenly broke.

But as I said, I'm willing do anything for him just to make up with all the things we have left for so many years in the past.

Sadyang hindi ko lang talaga napaghandaan yung mga epal na lalaking humahadlang sa mga plano ko. They should be grateful that they are friends of Avery because if not, I might have already done something bad that would surely ruin their lives.

Napabugha na lamang ako ng hangin at muling tumabi sa kanang bahagi ni Avery. Sumiksik ako sa likuran nito at muling yumakap sa kanya ng mahigpit.

Because I was able to release earlier and no longer felt any horniness inside my body, I didn't disturb him from his deep sleep anymore. Kanina pa kasi akong nagpipigil na tikman siya dahil baka mas lumala lang ang lagnat nito kung sakaling gawin ko man iyon ngayon.

At isa pa, I think it's still too sudden for me to do that thing to him.

I mean... beside the facts that he's still 17 and just by the looking at him, where he obviously look like he still doesn't know any single thing about sex.

I just think a month after getting closer again with him is just too soon for us or for me to do that thing to him already. It's going too fast.

Masyado pang maaga.

I know it may sounds cheesy to others but I want to do that thing with him if we're both comfortable with each other already. I wanted to give it to him wholeheartedly and pour myself with full of passion and love as we both do it willingly until we reaches our climax.

Sounds cheesy, right?

I never thought I could be this much of a romantic person before. I didn't even know how I came up with this kind of idea, knowing that I'm not a virgin boy like him anymore.

But because of him, lahat nalang 'ata ng mga bagay na tila ba parang imposibleng mangyari sa akin ay nagagawa ko unexpectedly.

I guess I'm just too crazy for him.

Idinantay ko na lamang ang aking isang paa sa kanyang mga paa at isinandal ang noo ko sa kanyang maputi at makinis na batok. Sininghot-singhot ko ito.

Ang bango niya talaga.

Matutulog na sana ako sa kanyang mga bisig nang bigla na lamang akong makarinig ng isang notification bell sa dulong parte ng kwarto ni Avery.