Song by Camila Cabello, the videos aren't mine they are stock videos I found and this was a request hope you all enjoy it
Marinette walked with her friends laughing. She turned to look to see Kagami, Rose, Juleika, Chloe and Alix all talking about the funny story Rose just told. She smiled grateful to have friends like them. That very thought gave her a song idea. She pulled her note book out and started to scribbled down the lyrics. Her friends mailed at her and made sure didn't wondering I anything or run into anyone.
Three weeks later and Marinette finished the song
"Why'd you call us here Marinette?" Rose asked as they sat in Marinette's music room that she owned.
"Came up with a song for all of us." Marinette announced with a big smile. The girls all squealed and all started to crowd around Marinette asking questions.
After the girls calmed down and Marinette got everyone question answer
"Okay here we go girls." Marinette said feeling the excitement in the air.
Alya Pov
I was flickering through the musical channels when I stumbled upon Nettie's newest music video release. I sat backed and watched it with Nino. Started out with Marinette, Kagami, Chloe, Rose and Juleika all playing instruments then Marinette began to sing.
"No, I think I'll stay in tonight
Skip the conversations and the "Oh, I'm fines"
No, I'm no stranger to surprise
This paper town has let me down too many times
Why do I even try? Give me a reason why"
The music faded while the camera zoomed in on Rose before going dark. When it got light it showed Rose with background music dancing in a field of flowers.
The then went back to normal after it showed the group of girls again.
"I thought that I could trust you, never mind
Why all the switching sides? Where do I draw the line?
I guess I'm too naive to read the signs
Alix was zoom on next before it showed her putting graffiti on a wall as Marinette continued to sing.
I'm just lookin' for some real friends
All they ever do is let me down
Every time I let somebody in
Then I find out what they're all about
I'm just lookin' for some real friends
Wonder where they're all hidin' out
I'm just lookin' for some real friends
Gotta get up out of this town
Oh, oh
Oh, ah
I stay up, talkin' to the moon
Been feelin' so alone in every crowded room
Can't help but feel like something's wrong, yeah
'Cause the place I'm livin' in just doesn't feel like home
I felt a lump form slowly as the song went on. It showed Juleika taking pictures. I frowned remembering all the good times I had with them. The song continued.
I'm just lookin' for some real friends
All they ever do is let me down
Every time I let somebody in
Then I find out what they're all about
I'm just lookin' for some real friends
Wonder where they're all hidin' out
I'm just lookin' for some real friends
Gotta get up out of this town
Lookin' for some new friends
Oh, oh
Oh, ah
(Kagami is the green)
I felt my hand grip Nino's knowing he was feeling the same as me. Guilt and self loathing. I had supported all these girls so much yet I turned my back on them.
I just wanna talk about nothin'
With somebody that means somethin'
Spell the names of all our dreams and demons
For the times that I don't understand
Tell me what's the point of a moon like this
When I'm alone again
Can I run away to somewhere beautiful
Where nobody knows my name?
Seeing Chloe there actually got me to cry since She had been Marinette bully when I was her best friend. Now her bully was her best while I was a nobody.
I'm just lookin' for some real friends
All they ever do is let me down
And I let somebody in
But I find out what they're all about
I'm just lookin' for some real friends
All they ever do is let me down
I'm just lookin' for some real friends
Gotta get up out of this town, yeah
Oh, oh
Oh, ah"
At the end seeing her and Damian announced they were becoming parents made me see all of my mistakes and mess ups. Now I had no choice but live with them.
