Jisung x NCT

Everything is fine - ⁿᶜᵗ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐ (ᶜʰᵉⁿˢᵘⁿᵍ)🥀

REQUESTED by ZHCPCEO (I hope it's that what you wanted)

The Dream Members realized after the vacation that Jisung hadn't been doing well lately, and when they found out that they wouldn't be living in the old dorm anymore, they had a terrible realization.

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The Dreamies had a two week vacation. Some went back to their hometown, others have done something with the 127 or WayV Hyungs, only Jisung was the last days in the dorm and never left his room. He's been thinking. He thought of his hyungs, of home, and of his father. The boy shudders at the thought of his father and would like to grab the first knife and slowly push it over his wrist. However, his members are coming back tomorrow and he couldn't hide the wound. It will already be difficult for him to hide the other scars and the bruises.

It's not easy for Jisung, but he can't talk about it either. Again and again he has to lie to his hyungs, but he could never tell them the truth. They must not know anything about his suffering. They'll never see his blotchy and scarred skin. They will never know about the true relationship between him and his father. They will never see how Jisung is under this mask. They will never see his true colors.

It's better this way...

Jisung is in his bed right now, thinking about tomorrow when his members will come back and he'll greet them with a big grin. How Jaemin Hyung will make him his favorite food, Jeno will hug him tightly, Chenle will ask him if they want to play video games, Renjun will want to braid his hair and Haechan will not leave his cheeks alone, but Mark will save him.
Jisung loves his hyungs, but it hurts...
It hurts to have to lie to them every day. He loves his hyungs so much he doesn't know how much longer he can keep the secret from them.
Jisung has a slight smile on his face, knowing that tomorrow there will be more color in his gray world. He's happy, but he's also a little scared.

The next morning, at nine o'clock sharp, the doorbell rings and Jisung wakes up as if he had met a ghost. When he understands where he is and what is today, he slowly gets up and walks to the front door with tired steps and before he can open it, the doorbell rings again. Jisung opens the door and sees six surprised faces, but the surprise quickly fades from their faces when they see their baby Jisung.
Jaemin, standing at the back, squeezes himself through the crowd and immediately hugs his baby.
"Aigoo my baby Jisungie~" he says, pushing himself slightly away from Jisung who is still looking at him with tired eyes.

"How long were you awake?" asks Mark, who finally squeezed past the two and is now standing in the middle of the hallway. Jisung doesn't know and then shrugs his shoulders unknowingly. The others just shake their heads.
"Come on, I'll make you your favorite breakfast," says Jisung, pushing the boy into the living room and then sitting him down on the couch.
"Jisungie, do you want to play video games with me later?" Chenle asks as he flops down next to the boy and looks at him sideways. Jisung just nods his head.
"Aww is my baby still so tired?" Jeno says and hugs his baby, whereupon Jisung lays his head on Jeno's shoulder and rests a bit, but is immediately disturbed by two cold hands on his cheeks.

"Haechanie~", Jisung bitches and Haechan thinks it's too cute to be true.
"AWWW~ you're too cute," Haechan yells, but luckily for Jisung, Mark pulls him away from him and gives Haechan a warning look. Of course, Haechan is sulking, but understands that Jisung is tired. Renjun stands behind the sofa directly behind Jisung and runs his fingers through Jisung's hair. Jisung loves this attention.
"As I thought," Jisung whispers to himself, thinking about his imagination from last night.
"How was that?" asks Chenle, who is still sitting next to him, but Jisung has closed his eyes and is resting, oblivious to his surroundings.