My Little Light || Natasha Romanoff x Oc daughter oneshots

Dear Mama

Age: 19
Word count: 703
Summary: After Natashas death, Alena visits her grave...

Slowly, Alena made her way to her mothers grave.

It had been a week since they had a funeral for her. Most of the Avengers were there, but now the process of grieving started.

Truth be told, Alena had nightmares, reliving that moment in vormir.

She had flashbacks of her Mom, lying on the floor, motionless.

Her last words rang in the 19 year olds head more times than she could count.

Her hands deep in her pockets, she came to a halt in front of Natashas grave.

,,Hi Mama"

She muttered, only so loud that herself could hear it.

Tears started welling up, the longer she looked at the grave Stone.

With a sniffle, Alena sat down in front of it. Her head was rested in her hands.

,,We won, Mama. Thanos is dead"

She began, her voice hoarse and quiet.

,,We brought everyone back. Tony sacrificed himself, just like you did. He made it worth it. But ... but I wish you were here. I wish you would just ... come back"

The 19 year old explained. It became increasingly harder for her to hold back her tears.

,,Dad is bringing back the stones to their original timelines next week. He ... he misses you, we all miss you. Auntie Lena doesn't know you're gone yet. To be honest, I don't know how to tell her"

Alena sobbed, playing with a strand of her hair.

She sniffled. A tear fell from her eye as she sat there in the silence, just desperately wishing to hear her Mom's voice one more time.

,,Mama, its hard without you. I don't know how to ... how to move on. Dad is trying to cheer me up and for a while it's working, but I dream about you. And when I do, I can ... I can hear your voice. I just wish it was true, I wish I could hear your voice again. I miss you, I miss you so much, Mom"

The 19 year old rambled quietly, her sentences disrupted with sobs.

Alena nodded at the grave. Her eyes scanned over the engraving that she had seen more than she would’ve liked to.

Natasha romanoff

Wife     Mother    Sister   Avenger

,,And all that for a stupid orange stone"

The 19 year old sobbed.

Alena got up and knelt at the side of the tombstone.

,,Я скучаю по тебе, мама (I miss you, mom)"

She sighed as she ran one hand over the cold, concrete stone.

Alena remained at the grave, silently crying and staring into nothingness. She felt like a part of her died, like she wouldn't ever find happiness again.

Maybe she felt guilty for letting her Mom make the sacrifice, maybe she was blaming herself for her death.

After what felt like eternity, a voice called the 19 year olds name.

,,Alena cmon, let's go home"

Steve called out for his daughter.

,,One second dad"

Alena stated as she pulled a letter from her jacket and placed it on her Mom's grave.

,,Я люблю твою маму. Отдохни хорошо (I love you, Mama, rest well)"

She sighed before getting up and meeting her dad.

Together, father and daughter stood a the grave for some more.

,,She would be so proud of you, little light"

Steve explained, his arm wrapped tightly around his daughter.

Alena leaned into him.

,,I know, but she had to have it her way, didn't she"

She responded sadly.

,,That's your mother, stubborn as hell"

He sighed, equally as sad.

,,Hmmm"

The 19 year old dragged out.

Natasha Romanoff might’ve been gone forever, but Alena swore to herself that she would keep the memory of her mother alive forever. She swore to make her proud and she swore to herself that she wouldn't ever forget all the sweet moments they shared.

A/N: Hiii, did you miss me yet?
To be completely honest with you, this isn't that good, mainly because I have some sort of blockade at the moment, but I still wanted to get something out for you guys.
Still, I hope you kinda enjoyed this mess.
Okay thats it from my end, stay amazing and see you around, bye :)