THE ECLIPSE - The Dangerous Drug of Sex (ENGLISH)

BETTER ANGELS - CHAPTER 1

The lights on the city poles illuminated the road through the thick fog of the night like stars that guided a traveler on the high seas and showed him the route back to his home.

That was what Kinn Teerapanyakul thought as he drove back to the apartment he shared with his beloved Porsche in one of the most exclusive neighborhoods in Bangkok, after both had decided to take the next step in their relationship, living together.

After a long day at work, where he had to deal with the diva attitudes of his brother Thankun, who had as a personal challenge to test his patience, he felt that he could no longer wait to return to the warm arms of his boyfriend.

As he listened to classical music on Spotify, he thought that it finally seemed like things were about to calm down in his troubled life even though there were still many important challenges to be resolved.

"Every day you look more like my son and every day you are more ruthless," were the last words his father said to him before he died and they repeated in his mind like a never ending nightmare. He knew that deep in his heart he couldn't deny how true they really were. After all, he had been able to kill his own family in cold blood without the slightest remorse.

That darkness in his own heart frightened Kinn. Strangely enough, he felt deep in his heart that the impending darkness was his true identity, like all he could do was delay the time that the beast would be released into the world like wildfire.

He tried to keep those thoughts out of his mind as he parked his car in the garage, but not before grabbing a small gift for his beloved from the back seat that he had bought during his last trip to Japan. He hummed the song he was listening  as he walked home to try and keep his mind at peace until he opened the apartment door and realized that everything was eerily silent.

 The lack of noise seemed strange since his lover had told him that he was already home early on the phone. So he took the gun that he kept near one of the counters at the entrance and walked carefully to the room.

He suddenly noticed someone pacing inside the room so he rushed inside bursting through the door while pointing his gun and...

"I know I forgot to call you in the morning but that's no reason to shoot me," Porsche said with a scared look on his face.

But Kinn couldn't believe the sight of his lover, so devastating that it took his breath away, "What... are you... wearing?"

"Something new and fun," Porsche said with a flirtatious smile as Kinn's gaze traveled slowly through the black latex suit that clung to his boyfriend's silhouette and that left nothing to the imagination.

"What's the occasion for such a lovely surprise?" Kinn told him with a smile.

"I want to try something with you," Porsche said, approaching Kinn slowly while his beloved left the gun on the night table along with the gift he had broght so that he could use his hands to grab his boyfriend's delicious body.

"What's on your mind?" Kinn told him as he caressed Porsche's bare back with his fingertips and tightened his grip on his waist.

"Bondage," Porsche said sensually in his earlobe before lifting up a long, thin red rope he was holding in his hands.

"I didn't know you liked being tied up,?" his boyfriend asked flirtatiously.

"It's not for me," he told Kinn as he licked his lips before grabbing his lover's wrists tightly, "They're for you..."

"Sounds...interesting," Kinn told him, somewhat worried since he wasn't the type who liked to give up control, but Porsche kissed him so passionately, introducing his tongue in a swirling emotion, that he immediately convinced him to try something new.