Holding onto Forever

Miles

"WHAT!? No, I can't leave. What about Ross?" I yelled at her.

"it's called moving on, get over him." Riley smiled.

"what about what Ev does?" I looked at my mom, she sighed and looked down.

"Ev would never try and hurt you, you just need to stop exaggerating and get over yourself." my own mother said.

"no! I'm not leaving!" I shouted and ran towards the steps, Luke grabbed my arm making me stay.

"yes you are and in two weeks." My jaw dropped.

"Okay now I Hate you! I officially hate all of you." I yelled as I pulled away from Luke, he tried grabbing me again but I kicked him in the balls. He huddled over in pain and looked up at me angrily. "Fuck you!" I shouted and ran upstairs locking myself in my room, I slid down the wall and began crying. Everything Ross and I have been through, everything we worked on now its all down the drain. I have to brake up with him, I can't put him through the pain of a long distance relationship. I couldn't do that, I know what it's like to miss someone so much. It tares you down more than anything, especially if its the one you love.

"Ross..." I cried harder thinking of what life would be like without him with me, I couuldn't bare it. I shut off all the lights and crawled into bed, as everything scattered through my head I fell asleep.

"Ross!!" I screamed as Ev dragged me away, I couldn't leave Ross. 

"Skylar! Don't leave me!" He cried out, I struggled to get away from this horrifying woman.

"let me go! I need him!" I pushed hr away from me, She turned around and her nails grew larger and larger. She pressed them into my skin making me scream in pain.

"Skylar!" Ross yelled, then everything went black. 

I woke up laying in the middle of the woods, I rubbed my head and looked at where I thought Ev had stabbed me. I looked around the woods and saw a large man standing near a large rock, he smiled and walked over. 

"guess who?" he chuckled and touched my neck.

"leave me alone!" I pulled away.

"oh, would you stop you're fussing. it'll be over before you know it." he chuckled again pulling out a pistol and pressing it against my skull. My eyes widened as tears pored out of them.

"no, please don't!" I begged before a gun shot echoed through the woods, for a second everything was black then I could see my body laying there blood everywhere. John laughed and walked away into the darkness, I heard a loud scream...

I woke up screaming, I sat up and ran my fingers through my hair. I was sweating a lot and crying, I felt around my body to make sure I wasn't hurt. 

"I'm okay." I said to myself, I'm alive and okay. Thank god it was only a dream. I looked at my clock seeing it was ten, I got out of bed and took a shower. About a week went by without me seeing Ross or talking to him, I couldn't deal with the pain. I woke up on the last Sunday morning I would be spending here. After I put on some jeans and a old yellow tank top I found, I brushed some make up on and brushed my teeth then walked down stairs. My phone vibrated in my pocket so I took it out and read the text message.

"hey baby, Please answer me! I need to see you, I miss you! <3" Ross texted.

"hey, I'm on my way over." I texted back.

"yay! see you soon." 

"okay" I grabbed my guitar and song book then left, I began walking down the street and to Ross' house. I walked up to his door and before I could knock he opened the door and hugged me.