Holding onto Forever

I can't...

Skylar's P.O.V.

I woke up with a pounding headache, I looked around seeing Ross beside me sound asleep. I sat up and remembered everything from last night.

~

"excuse me?" Ross mumbled in surprise.

"This is her fault!! She's ruining your life, all she does is hurt you! first you almost kill yourself over her, then you get shot because of her, and your brothers are being hurt from her life!! You could have been killed because of her!! Riker almost had a knife go through his head!! because of her it's putting you and all of us in danger." Mark shouted at Ross

"This is not her fault!!!! do you think she can control this! these people are after her, they want to kill her!! Skylar can't control this! I don't want any of you getting hurt because of this, but that doesn't mean I'm going to just forget her! She is my everything! Don't you get that!! I will do anything in my power to please her, protect her, love her! She is not ruining my life, I don't care if these people are after her or not I'm staying with her. I won't let anyone come between us, she holds my heart! I'm sorry that they had to come here and start shit, She was in trouble. She was almost taken away from me! I won't let that happen again!" Ross yelled back at him.

"Ross you don't understand! can't you see she's making you miserable! For god sake Ross, she's gonna be the death of you if you don't let her go!!!" Mark kept pulling at Ross.

"I won't do that! I won't let her go! Let her be the death of me, I would rather be torn to shreds without her in my life. Let them come back and kill me, let em! As long as Skylar is in my life and safe I don't care what happens to me!!" Ross furiously went on. "don't dare to tell me I have to leave her again because so help me god I will go shoot myself right now!!" Ross screamed at him, I felt myself waking.

"Ross..." I mumbled.

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I felt a tear run down my face, I wiped it away and got up. I walked out of Ross' room and into the bathroom. I took my extra tooth brush and brushed my teeth then brushed my hair. I walked out and downstairs afraid to see Ross' parent's. I walked down seeing Rydel, Ellington, Ryland, and Rocky all look at me from the kitchen table. I bit my lip and looked away from them. 

"hey." Del said, I looked up at her and smiled.

"hey." I walked over and sat down next to her. "listen guys...' I paused and looked up at them. 'I'm really sorry for what happened last night... I should of stayed away from here knowing they would follow me." I sighed. They all shook there heads.

"don't be." Rydel said. the rest of them nodded. Rocky and Ryland stood up and walked out leaving Rydel, Ellington and I awkwardly sitting there.

"so... do you feel better?" El asked.

"yeah... a lot." I told them. They smiled.

"that's good." Rydel cheerfully said. I heard someone come walking down stairs and turned around. I saw Riker walk into the kitchen, I'd figure I'd go apologize for last night... after all he did almost get stabbed. I walked into the kitchen and went over to him.

"hey Rik... I just wanted to say I'm sorry for last nig-' he turned around. 'oh my god! What happened to you?" I gasped and gently touched his face. He sighed and looked down. "Riker tell me."

"Ross..." he mumbled.

"Ross did this!" I covered my mouth.

"you told him..." he sighed again.

"told him? what did I tell him?"

"you told him what we did... I know you were high so you didn't realize it. it's all good though..." I thought back for a moment then remembered I did tell him...