Holding onto Forever

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I ended up falling asleep in Ross arms, later on when I woke up I was alone in Ross' bed. I sat up and shivered, I was scared to be alone right now. I quickly got up and stumbled out of the pitch black room only to find a pitch black hall way. I ran down the stairs and looked around but nobody was there, I heard some voices coming from down in their basement so I ran down there. 

"baby..." Ross looked over at me, I slightly smiled at him. He walked over and hugged me. "feeling better?" he asked, I gave him a short nod. He wrapped his arm around my waist and brought me to the couch and sat down with me, I leaned my head on his shoulder as he rubbed my back. The others walked over and sat down too.

"hey when's mom and dad getting home?" Ryland asked.

"tomorrow." Riker told him.

"uh guys.' Ross paused. they all looked over at us. 'Skylar and I are staying here tomorrow." he told them.

"why arn't you going to school?" Riker looked at Ross. 

"well I think Sky should stay home so-'

"okay then you can go." Rydel stopped him.

"I'm staying with Skylar." Ross looked at them annoyed.

"alright, alright." Riker chuckled, he stretched and yawned. "what time is it?" 

"ten." Rydel yawned too. "I'm going to bed guys." she said  and hugged Rik then Rocky, Ross, Ryland and me. A little after Rydel went to bed Riker and Rocky did, then Ryland, Ross and I walk upstairs and climbed in bed. 

The next morning I woke up and stretched, I got out of Ross' bed and walked to Rydel's room. I knocked and surprisingly she was awake.

"hey!!" she giggled.

"hey can I use some of your makeup?" 

"of course!!" she laughed and let me in, I did my makeup and walked to the bathroom. I brushed my hair and teeth then walked out.

"Skylar?" I heard Ross yell for me across the hall.

"right here babe." I chuckled, he walked out of Riker's and Rocky's room and smiled at me.

"good morrow beautiful!" he kissed my cheek. Good morrow means good morning in what I call Shakespeare language. I giggled and kissed him, he wrapped his arms tight around my waist as I moved mine around his neck. I pulled back.

"good 'morrow.' Ross." he smiled and pecked my lips.

"so what do you want to do today?" he asked, I shrugged.

"um I don't know...' I paused. 'well I need to run to my flat to take a shower and get changed." I told him, he nodded.

"well let's go eat first then we'll go." I nodded and followed him down stairs. We walked into the kitchen and Ross grabbed a plate off the counter. Riker had made us breakfast... but I knew if I ate... I'd get sick... I just stood there looking at the food. I knew if I didn't eat they would think I'm anorexic... which I guess I kind of am... but instead of gagging myself I just can't eat. And if I do eat... then I'll get sick... and they'll still think I'm anorexic... 

"babe?" Ross waved his hand in front of my face. I looked at him and bit my lip.

"yeah... sorry." I slightly chuckled.

"are... are you alright?" he asked, I nodded.

"yeah... yeah I'm fine..." I told him.

"you sure?" I felt tears sting my eyes, why am I crying? I asked myself. "babe...' Ross paused and put down his plate then hugged me. 'what's wrong? why are you crying?" he looked at me confusion filling his eyes. I wiped my eyes and looked at him.