Holding onto Forever

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"What!!" I jumped to my feet and looked at them in disbelief. They have got to be joking, they know I would never let her go.

"Ross she's tearing your life apart. You can't focus on your career, all you do is constantly worry about her. You always want to be with her." My father said.

"she is not! you know why I  am constantly worrying about her, because have you seen what she has been through in the past five months. Her father just died and shes a total wreck, I'm trying to be there for her. She needs me more than ever right now. that's why I always want to be with her. She is the love of my life, I will not let her go just because you tell me too. She needs me and... and I need her. I love her!" I yelled at them

"yes Ross we know that but we are serious you need to break up." my father stood up.

"I won't do that!" I shouted.

"yes you will! we understand you love her but she's just bring you down. She's insane Ross!! She's suicidal!!" he yelled back.

"you wouldn't understand why she did that! and you know what... I almost killed myself too! apparently I'm suicidal to then. When I thought she was dead...' I paused and raised my arm then pulled my sleeve up. My mom gasped and started crying harder. 'I did this! yea I cut myself, and about after a week I stole moms pills. I was ready to kill myself when Del walked in. She caught me and stopped me, She never told you because I made her promise not to. You won't make me leave her, I'll be dead before I let that happen!!" I hollered and ran upstairs. I opened my bedroom door seeing that Riker and Skylar wern't in there anymore. Thank god! I slammed my door and plopped on my bed, I stuffed my head into my pillow and began quietly sobbing. I can't loose her again!!

Skylar's P.O.V.

Riker and I sat silent for a while until we heard Ross yell at his parents.

"she is not! you know why I  am constantly worrying about her, because have you seen what she has been through in the past five months. Her father just died and shes a total wreck, I'm trying to be there for her. She needs me more than ever right now. that's why I always want to be with her. She is the love of my life, I will not let her go just because you tell me too. She needs me and... and I need her. I love her!" he yelled, I looked towards the door then at Riker. He wrapped an arm around me and hugged me tight. It was silent again. "I won't do that!" he shouted louder. 

"yes you will! we understand you love her but she's just bring you down. She's insane Ross!! She's suicidal!!" Mark started yelling too. I felt tears stream down my face.

"come on, let's go into Del's room. You don't need to hear this." Riker told me, I slightly nodded and stood up. Riker wrapped an arm around my waist and we walked out of the room. The yelling got louder.

"you wouldn't understand why she did that! and you know what... I almost killed myself too! apparently I'm suicidal to then. When I thought she was dead...' Ross paused, wait what does he mean he almost killed himself. 'I did this! yea I cut myself, and about after a week I stole moms pills. I was ready to kill myself when Del walked in. She caught me and stopped me-" that was all I heard before Riker shut Rydel's door. My eyes were wide and I was shaking. Ross almost committed suicide... over me... His parent's were going to make us brake up... 

"hey it'll be okay." Riker said as he quickly walked over to me and sat down wiping my tears away.

"no Rik, no it won't." I cried harder. Riker pulled me into his chest and rubbed my back. There was a loud slam of a door which made me jump back from Riker. "we... we have to brake up..." I mumbled, Riker looked down."m-maybe this is g-good..." I stuttered knowing it would never be.