Something I Can't Have (Seme Male Reader x Kakashi) {Naruto Shippuden}

chapter 10

shikamaru pov

i was playing the game with naruto and hinata in naruto's room when kiba just burst in. he was grinning ear to ear. "naruto!! can john join the fraternity?" he asked. my eyes widened. "sure. i dont see why not," naruto said. i had to suppress the scream. i screamed on the inside for two reasons. 1. my crush will be living in the house with me so im happy and 2. my crush will be living in the house with me in kiba's room so im devastated. sure ill probably get to see him naked more often but only after him and kiba get done fucking. shit. id much rather him not be here. its a fucking tease. just dangling such a fine man in front of me knowing i can pursue. this just isn't right. not right at all. i know how to work my way out of a lot of things but...im at a lost for this one. maybe..."he has got to do the entrance ritual like everyone else," i grumbled. that should get em. kiba knows that for someone to get in, they have to prove their strength in wrestling. sure if he does it and i happen to be the one he wrestles then....ill get to cope a feel but im sure kiba would want to do it. "but i thought that since he is my boyfriend that he might be able to skip it," grumbled kiba. naruto shook his head. YES!! "shika is right about that. you know the rules, kiba. no special passes," he said. he grumbled to himself. "im sure he is strong enough. can i do it?" naruto shook his head again. "its a test of strength. normally you would be the last one in a mini latter but since you will obviously let him win, shika gets to take the last spot. its gonna be me followed by obito, then shika instead of you. if he can pin all of us then he is in," naruto explained. i was cheering on the inside. even if he could manage to get by naruto, obito would annihilate him in a wrestling match. he doesn't have a snowball's chance in hell of getting into our fraternity. im surprised naruto only set up three for his latter. normally its at least 10. guess that is the leniency naruto is giving kiba. he pouted. "that's not even fair," he grumbled as he walked away. i chuckled. "kiba is sooo mad," i commented. hinata chuckled. "i doubt john would do it to be honest. i dont even know why kiba would suggest it to him knowing that obito would be all over him," she said. "its probably cause kiba wants him to live in his room with him. we dont have any more free rooms so he would have to share with someone," i said. hinata chuckled. "bet you want him to stay with you, dont ya?" i damn near dropped my controller. i looked back at her with widened eyes. "yeah. she told me," she stated. naruto looked back and forth between us super confused. "dont worry about it babe. its just a joke," hinata assured naruto. he shrugged and continued to play the game. i sighed. sure i want to feel him up but....i cant take him living next door and i not being able to touch him. i really wish he was single. or at least wasn't dating kiba. this is a drag.

reader pov

he came back running a few minutes later. i could tell he wasn't happy about something. "look kiba....i cant live with you. i really cant. we've only been talking for like two days. that's not enough time for me to move in with you," i said. he pouted. "its not like i dont wanna join the fraternity. i just dont want to if it means i have to live here with all of you. i have a nice apartment that id like to continue to live in," i said. "its ok i guess. i couldn't get you out of the entrance ritual anyway. i dont want them feeling all on you so its ok," he grumbled. i smiled. a kiss. i pulled away with a pop. he had a dark blush. "how about we watch some tv," i said. he smiled grabbing my hand. he pulled me to his room and shut the door. "kiba...you dont have a tv in your room," i deadpanned. "i dont wanna watch tv. i wanna spoon," he started stripping. i stripped to my undies while he stripped naked. we got in his bed and cuddled. he pushed his back to my chest. "i dont like you undies," he grumbled after a moment of silence. "why not? they are really comfy," i said. he moved his arm and started tugging them off. i didn't let him. "i want to spoon naked," he grumbled. "but then ill want to have sex and you dont want to have sex so i cant be naked. you gotta deal with the undies," i said. "im....im sure ill be ready again in a while," he grumbled. i felt myself getting hard. it was pushing against him. he grunted. "looks like having undies on wasn't enough to hold it back," i said. another grunt. "kiba....im horny. can we....you know," i nibbled on his ear and felt him up. he wasn't feeling it. is it bad that im seeing this as a good thing? kiba actually wont be able to keep up with my libido and we will drift apart. "last night....it was good for me. i was satisfied like 10 times over. it will take a while before im ready again," he whispered. "ill get blue balls," i grunted. "well beat off or something," he grumbled. "why? i have a mega hot sexy boyfriend butt naked in the bed with me right now," i whispered seductively. i let my hands roam his body. gave his ass a squeeze. he still wasn't feeling it. this is working out better than i hoped. "im...im not in the mood," he grumbled. i sat up quickly, surprising him. "what the hell? everyone was telling me about how your libido was insane!! i thought i had finally found a guy who could keep up!" i got up and started putting my clothes back on. he sat up. "where are you going?" he grunted. "to get rid of this hard on. having a boyfriend means im not susposed to have to masturbate. i thought you might have been the one. i really did," i complained as i pulled my pants up. he got up and stopped my hands. "ok! you can fuck me," he grunted. i shook my head. "you not susposed to just give it up. it wont be satisfying and i will still be horny afterwards. im not gonna force you to cope with my libido, kiba. its just not working out," i pulled on my tee. he fought me as i was trying to put my shoes on. "i still want you to stay! you dont have to leave! ill....ill suck you off or something!" he yelled as i tied my sneakers up. i stood up and fixed my composure. "listen kiba, i need a guy that can full fill ALL of my needs. it keeps me loyal and i wont feel the urge to cheat. i know that if i keep trying to force this to work then ill cheat and its not fair to you. its just not working out, kiba," i started out the door. he grabbed my arm, not letting me leave. "kiba...let go. its not you, its me. im the one who is horrible. you are nice and warm and caring and loving and soooooo much better than me. im just not good enough to be loved by you. i dont wanna hold you back cause of my stupid overactive sex drive. im not gonna let myself get to a point that ill cheat on you. you are way too good for me. im not gonna hold you back any longer," i rolled my arm out of his grip. this is gonna be difficult to get by when i see him in class tomorrow. he tried to yank me back but i planted my feet. i heard low whimpering. "dont go! i dont want you to go! just when i thought id never find a guy who wasn't scared off by me and how i am, you come along and smile when you are with me. you satisfy me many times over. you aren't creeped out by how fast i tend to make things more. i want you to stay with me and we can deal with your over active libido together," he whimpered. i stopped fighting him and stood up straight. "see kiba? you are way too good for me. you are willing to put up with my flaws and all the other bad shit. im just not worth your time. you are the captain of the varsity with more awards than anyone could imagine. you are smart and insanely sexy. completely versatile from what ive heard. you can do better. you can do soooooo much better than a regular guy like me," i caressed his face. i kissed him. warm and passionately. i could feel all his love and warmth. sorta makes me fuzzy inside. he really is a great guy. shit. i might just be missing out by leaving him. im sure it will all be fine. he caressed my face. i could feel his tears flowing down and wetting my nose. this guy is something else. he really is. i cant believe he actually loves me. he is just desperate. that's all. been a while since someone paid attention to him and he is desperate. i pulled away. he chased but i didn't let him connect again. "i want you to find someone else. someone who will love you just as much just as fast," i whispered. he whimpered as i headed out. i sighed. how on earth am i gonna work this out tomorrow? i need to plan ahead more often. i went home.

meanwhile...

kakuzu pov

he was soo excited. super excited. "just calm down, hidan. its been like four days since you last saw him. you dont have to act like its been years. do you have all your school stuff ready?" he nodded rapidly. "got my gear all ready for school tomorrow. i cant believe he was able to get it ready sooo fast. i thought it would take two weeks but for me to be able to start this soon....i can barely breathe. im just sooo fucking happy i get to see him again, as a changed man. im not spoiled. im gonna live in the dorms and dad is gonna give me an allowance so i wont have to work. i can spend time with him and he will like me. i just know. it will be a bit difficult being a grade higher than him but im sure we will be just fine," he chimed. i sighed. "you seem soo happy for some reason. what is your schedule like? you probably not only will never see him, but never even cross his path between classes. if you are lucky, you might be in the same building with him," i said. he pouted. he pulled out his class list. "junior health, math, and lit. oh...i have a sophomore science class with a mister.....Orochimaru? he dont have a last name but i might see him in that class," he said. i shrugged. i just hope john takes him off my hands again. he was slowly starting to revert to his old ways while john was gone. he hadn't stopped grinning since his dad said he would be starting there tomorrow instead of two weeks from then. i hope john is still single. it would devastate hidan if john was in a relationship.

meanwhile.....

kakashi pov

that was something else. the guy wouldn't stop staring at me the whole class. kept giving me that love struck gaze. i couldn't even be mad at him. the guy was smart. answered every question right when i asked him and got really good scores on the worksheets i gave him. i put my book down on my desk. i had given them a quiz to see where everyone was at and read a book while they used the last 20 minutes of class to do it. "ok, everyone. pens down. time to hand them in," i said. obito finished writing something on his paper and got up. he got in line as people were dropping their quizzes off. he put his face on the pile, blew me a kiss, and headed out. i sighed. as soon as the last one was turned in, i packed up and headed home.

i was going through and grading quizzes when i stumbled upon obito's. perfect score and he took the liberty of leaving me a message.

i know where you live

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i know what you all are thinking and hidan and kiba DO NOT end up getting together. just gonna shoot that plane down before it even takes off.

Ronald