Ever since I was like five, I've always wanted to grow up. I've wanted to be able to fast forward life till I'm 25 and hopefully with a stable job. And while I've enjoyed growing up and doing new things, I can't help but feel like time is running out. I only have 1 and a half years left of school now before uni, and to me that marks the end of an era.
All of a sudden, I've been hit by the truth about what uni is and how stressful it is to apply, and it's making me bloody stressed already. It just feels like my life is suddenly speeding up when I finally wished it was slowing down.
Days merge into weeks, and before I know it I'll be taking my exams and leaving secondary school. And that's fucking scary. I'm not ready to go to uni yet, I look about 12.
