BTS - BLACKPINK One-Shots [CLOSED]

My Last Goodbye - JiRose

Written by: prickleek

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Chaeyoung's POV

I woke up, full of sweat and I realized that there were tears falling down my cheeks as I pant for air. I grabbed my blanket and I covered my face with it and I continued to cry

His face

His laughter

His smile

His voice

I miss him

We can never meet ever again... he's gone already. He went away with no goodbyes. He went away with a smile plastered on his face

I never even got to tell him that I... that I really love him. Although I hesitate to say "I love you" to him, I really want to

I didn't want to ruin our friendship because of these stupid feelings of mine. I don't want us to slip away from each because of feelings like this

"Chaeyoung. Just look up the sky, okay? If I ever were to die, I'll be one of those stars. So always wish upon the star, okay? Cause I'll surely grant your wish." He smiled that reached his eyes

I miss you, jimin. Even though you're sometimes flirty and sometimes arrogant and hot-headed towards guys I meet

I find you cute, though

"Chaeyoung. Don't be stupid and find a good man, okay? If you won't, I'll come and haunt both of you." He said and I laughed

I never thought that he would really leave... forever.
I thought that he was just joking like everyday. How he laughs whenever I believe his jokes, I miss it

Whenever I'm down, he was the one that always cheers me up. Saying nonsense jokes and making funny faces, I miss it

If I were to see you again, jimin. I promise I will take care of you. I will never hang-out with many guys like you asked me to

It's kind of funny though. How you get so red and angry whenever a guy asks me out. I guess you were just so protective of me

I curled the curtains to the side and I lifted the window open. The wind blew my hair and I closed my eyes and I clasped my hand

"I hope..." I opened my eyes slowly and I smiled. I looked out, looking at the stars and I grabbed my phone. I went to the voice recorder and I tap the record button

"Hey, jimin. Are you okay there? Are you cozy now? Are you happy there? How are you? Are you doing fine? Is there really a paradise called heaven?" I asked

I closed my eyes and I hold my phone closer. "Can we ever meet again? Can you haunt my dreams? Even for just a day... I want to talk to you, jimin."

I opened my eyes and I stand up. I walked towards the door and opened i went in the balcony. I leaned my arms on the railing

I closed my eyes and I stopped recording. I played it
"Hey, jimin. Are you okay there? Are you cozy now? Are you happy there? How are you? Are you doing fine? Is there really a paradise called heaven?" I laughed a bit of how my voice sounded like

"Can we ever meet again? Can you haunt my dreams? Even for just a day... I want to talk to you, jimin." A tear escaped my eye and I stepped on a railing, but then

"Chaeyoung." It was his voice. The voice that I'm longing for. The voice that I missed so much. It was his voice

"I'm going to leave one day, chaeyoung. But I surely hope that you will listen to this when I'm gone already." There was a silent paused and I sat down

"I was diagnosed with a heart disease. Even I just found out. They said i got it from my mom. She had a heart disease too. Luckily, there was a donor for her." I could hear his sobs and my heart ached a bit

"Even when I'm gone, follow my advices, okay? Don't ever end up with a guy that will hurt you, okay? I don't want you to get hurt by lowlife guys. I want you to be happy, have children of your own, watch them grow, take care of them." He sniffed

"I didn't want to tell you that I had this disease, cause knowing who you are, you would cry. I don't want to see tears in your mesmerizing eyes. I want you to always smile and not frown." He breathed out

"I'm sorry that I have to leave you, chaeyoung. I hope you won't hate me because of leaving you. I hope you can find someone... someone who can make you smile. I hope you'll always be positive and always smile like you always do." He sniffed

"And I never got to say this, but... I like you, chaeyoung. Not as a bestfriend, but something more than that. Don't worry. If we ever get reincarnated, I won't be a coward anymore and I will confess my feelings for you. I love you, chaeyoung." He sniffed and I could feel tears streaming down my cheeks

"This is My Last Goodbye, chaeyoung. Goodbye, little chipmunk." That was the last part

"I hope we get reincarnated and meet again, jimin. Cause I badly want to tell you my "I love you". Goodbye, jimin"

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