BTS - BLACKPINK One-Shots [CLOSED]

Toy - Rosékook

Written by: prickleek

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Jungkook's POV

Her nails dug on my back, she's screaming out a different name. She thinks of me as a different man, and I pretend as someone I'm not

"Fuck..." She muttered and I kissed her lips, kissing her hungrily and eagerly and she responded with the same manner. "Taehyung." She moaned and I felt my heart ached

She loves him

I never was the one she loved, whom she says her sweet "I love you" to. I was never the one, and never will be

I'm just someone who she use to forget about her boyfriend, whom even cheated on her and left her for another woman

Why can't she forget about him, when I'm here? Why can't she stop loving a man, whom left her for another woman

She still loves him, knowing the fact that he left her. He left her with mean words. Yet, she still loves him despite that

I want to be the one. I can't help but want ─ wish that I was the one she loves and not him. At least, even just a little

Even for just a little, I want her to at least see me. A guy who is with her. At least not think of someone else

But I wanted this. I accepted this. I accepted to feel any pain, cause I would do anything for her. Even if she won't in return

I slowed down, feeling devastated that she still thinks of me as a different person, but I'm just her toy. A toy who doesn't get hurt, who doesn't show

But is hurt inside

I badly want her to see me. Not as taehyung. But as me. I want her to want me as much I want her, but I know that will never happen

Never

This is the path I've chosen. To be someone who can atleast heal her, even to pretend as someone I'm not. I chose this

"I love you." She spoke, but I knew it wasn't meant for me. It was meant for someone else. It was meant for him, not mine

I'm jealous at how she loves him, even if he broke her heart over and over again. Yet, i know it will never happen. She still love him

I want her. I want her. She doesn't want me. She wants him. She wants him, not me. Even just a little? No. She doesn't love me, even for a bit

"Fuck. I'm coming." I said and she kissed my earlobe and whispered. "Come." She said and I came in the condom

I pulled out of her panting and got off of her. I got rid of the condom and she went inside the bathroom and took a bath. She went outside, already in her pajamas and I went inside and took my turn

After showering, I wore my pajamas and lied down beside her. I wrapped her in my arms and she snuggled close to me

"I love you, chaeyoung." I said and she buried her face on my chest and spoke, "I love you." She said and I pulled away, can't take how my heart is aching right now

I grabbed my jacket and I went outside. "Yah!" I heard her voice. The rain was pouring hard and I looked up, rain falling on me and tears falling down my cheeks as well

"Hey, it's raining." She said as she walked towards me with her pink umbrella. I snickered and said, "Why? I'm jungkook anyways. I'm not taehyung." I said and she looked taken aback

"It's okay, chaeyoung. I accepted it anyway. I accepted to get hurt this badly, but... even just a little... did you atleast think for one second that I am the one beside you and not him?" I said and she stayed silent

A bitter laugh escaped my lips and I walked towards her. "I'm sorry. I'm asking for so much, aren't I?" I said and she stayed silent

"I'm sorry. But I can't help but atleast ─ atleast wish that you could look at my way. I'm just a toy anyways, your toy. I'll just stay by your side and wait until you could start loving me instead of him." I said and I walked towards her and crashed my lips on hers

"I'm taehyung." I said as I pulled away. "I'll be taehyung for you." I said and hugged her. She dropped the umbrella and hugged me back

I can wait, for her to see me as me, and not him, even if it would take time, I can. For now, I'll just stay by her side as a toy, till she sees me and at least, love me back like how I love her. I'm her toy. A toy who's desperate for her love.

- End