Apartment | Enhypen 엔하이픈

Chapter 63

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Choi Haewon POV

A girl with a short wolf cut stood by a corner drinking soju with her friends as she noticed me. With worry written all over her face, she dropped her conversation and hurried over to me. As she reached my limp figure she embraced me in a deep hug. Tears filled her eyes as her eyes met mine.

"Haewon? What are you doing here?"

I couldn't feel anything. I was overwhelmed by the thought that I was still alive.

"Stupid, you're not supposed to die now" she tucked some strands of hair behind my ear. "You look tired, go home and rest"

"It hurts" I managed to choke out.

"Pain is temporary." She smiled sadly. "But pin doesn't define us."

"I feel like a ghost"

"You look like one" The only person I knew that would still be as sarcastic as she always was was Saemi. No matter the situation she always managed to find something to be sarcastic about.
"Here" she held my hand. "Let's get you home. It's not you're time yet, your time will come, but it's not now. You have too much you have to do, and someone to love."

I opened my eyes slowly as the memory flashed in my dreams. Breathing out sharply I sat up on the bed. My whole body hurt. I reached out beside me and managed to get my phone and earphones. Opening YouTube I saw that Chan had posed a new Chan's room since I last checked. Trying to make myself feel better I clicked the video and watched it.

"Welcome to Chan's Room..."

As the night went on I found myself wanting to leave bed and get something sweet to eat. Thinking for a moment I remembered the stack of lollipops I had under my bed. Placing my hands in the railing I attempted to get out of bed, but to no avail.

How fucking weak am I if I can't even get myself out of bed.

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Days passed and the new year had finally come. Though I was not able to participate in the fe ration I heard that the guys outside had been drinking a lot and stayed up super late.
As I had finally managed to at least get myself out of bed by myself, I could roam around the abandoned apartment. The others were currently sleeping as it was only eight in the morning.

The late two days went the same, I had to be carried down from my bed and needed help with almost everything.

The sun was slowly tossing in the horizon, shining through the may window that covered faced the living room.
I stretched my arms out trying to enjoy my time while it lasted.

School started in a few days. Unfortunately for me, not really, I was not able to attend the first two days as the first day I was still having to drag the stand with me everywhere I went, and the second day I had to rest.
I didn't really look forward to going back to school, but at the same time, I was looking forward to having something to make me get out of bed everyday.