547 days

Thursday night

I apologised to my mum and tried to explain to her what I meant by 'babying' and I felt really bad cos I'm not sure if I managed to express what I actually meant and I'm not sure if I hurt her feelings. But at least I tried. Sometimes I'm not the best at trying to say what's on my mind.

I've once again stuffed my face but I truly think I'll start my period tomorrow or Saturday. Had bad cramps today, and had to check if I started during placement. And I'm craving all the food in the world I eat more than grown men lol woops.

But I did wash all the dishes and the pots and pans, I find it therapeutic sometimes.

I'm very tired today I'm hoping I'll be asleep by 10pm tonight. I fell asleep within a blink of an eye last night and randomly woke up because my mum threw my fluffy dressing gown over my blanket to make sure I was warm, she's the best honestly. But I fell asleep again.

Sleep has been catching up with me lately and I fell asleep during placement on lunch break again the other day. I didn't even mean to, I was just really tired.

19:33pm