547 days

AHHHHHH

AMAZING NEWS!!!! I GOT A POTENTIAL JOb aS A BANK TA!!!!!!! YAAAAAAY

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Finally sat down properly for break. Omg it's been sooooo busy today, from the minute handover was done in the morning it's been non stop on my feet but do you know what? This is what it feels like to like your job. Alhamdulilah I'm so blessed. I absolutely love it here. I do hope my line manager Kim will be okay with me working over on theatres. It's just a different vibe here, it's so welcoming and friendly.

I've taken a few cannulas out today. Put in oxygen nasal cannula for a patient isn't anything crazy but that was something new. An elderly female patient wanted to see my hair and I closed the door and took my hijab off. Was a funny moment. I was a bit apprehensive cos like my hair was a state, I hadn't treated it with oils like I usually do after I wash it so it was really curly and frizzy🤣 I knew no one was gonna walk in cos they always knock before hand before opening the door. The reason why I let her see my hair is because we had a neighbour called Nancy and I absolutely loved her to bits, and my mum said why don't you take your hijab off when you're at Nancy's so she can see, I'm sure it'll be new for her. And I think Nancy once asked me but idk why I just never did and I kinda regret it not sharing that memory or moment with her. So I did it with this patient. She's absolutely lovely, she's in so much pain bless her but she said I have beautiful brown eyes 🥺🥺🥺

Another patient was out on a wheelchair with a porter and saw me and waved and goes to the porter (I'm friends with this porter lol- same porter who was in the military and niece converted to Islam) he goes yeah she's the best she's lovely. They didn't even know i could hear them.

Another patient relative I seen yesterday, the Dior lady, she goes I have a really good personality and lucky in the sense that I can chat to anyone regardless of age or background . And she said it's in my disposition. She said I'm really good at my job and what I do and I'm friendly and a good person and wallah that meant so much to me. Cos honestly I'm just being me. I'm in my element. This is just who I am.

The bible lady patient I had yesterday, thanked me today as she was leaving and said I was kind to her and smiled at me and I'm so happy for that.

I've done a lot lot lot more today. Feel kinda tired.
My feet are aching and I'm sat down.
One of the staff specifically saved an Easter egg just for me and gave me an Easter egg today lol and I thought that was so kind.

I may have got Ilham a job and I told her about it. Not sure what will happen but I'm always thinking of my friends. I seen a job for film the other day and sent it to tash and she appreciated it. I went and spoke to the theatre line manager and I got the job alhamdulilah she said even if you can't do full shifts, you can do a few hours in the evening until 8pm. And I kinda just went for it cos I was like if I don't ask now I may never get the opportunity really so I may as well ask. So I asked about Ayrton and she was like yeah I'm all for it. I was like do you want his number and she goes yeah. So she told me to text her. I hope I didn't come on too strong. And as I was leaving she goes, imagine all this over a cup of tea in the kitchen and I was like must be fate lol😂 genuinely we just bumped into each other in the kitchen.

Alhamdulilah 🧡 I'll text her As number in the evening

Right my lunch is almost over. I am shattered. I slept as soon as my head hit the pillow last night but I been awake since 3:30am and randomly fell asleep at like 5:20ish and almost slept in and missed work💀 but I got here in time. I am starting to enter the world building at like 6:45 or 6:50 for handover.

Ahhhh it's been gooood. My line manager seen me today and she goes you're my favourite staff member today😂 she's told me to get my e learning done so if it's chilling in the evening I'll get it done. I asked the theatre line manager if ward line manager will be annoyed I've picked up shifts for theatre and she was like no I'll just tell her to be quiet 😂

She showed me around and I met a few people and already seen a few people before. It's less staff about 60 so that's good

I've brought my leggings and hoodie sometimes I come in normal clothes and change in the changing rooms here it's comfy

16:26pm