547 days

Random

I didn't mean to copy the same diary, yesterdays into todays. Literally had a move marathon evening. Had square pizza , dough balls 🤤 ate soooo much, kinda uncomfortably full. I asked the driver if he broke his fast and offered him dates but he said he already broke his fast in the car.

My dad paid the parking ticket bless him. I'm still praying I didn't get booked by the speed camera. Just have to wait and seen

Debating going into work on Monday. I won't have the car so will need to get dropped off and picked up but I don't want to, I'd rather drive myself. Currently watching fast and furious, wanna finish off murder mystery 2 on Netflix then probably sleep. Also watched a bit of outnumbered earlier, brought back so many memories I used to watch outnumbered as a teen and child so much.

My mum made one of my fave Persian dessert called Firini, it's made of milk and I love it but couldn't finish it cos I more or less ate the entire pizza, left three slices lol

I was looking at the pics from when I was over H's and I genuinely look so happy. I may not look the best or best dressed but I actually really like those photos cos I look so happy alhamdulilah. I love being happy.

To be fair when I weighed myself at A's I was pleasantly surprised. I never weigh myself cos I just don't think you should live your life by numbers.

But I weigh myself in kg and at his, I was 9lb 6 stone, (after I ate jacks I was 9.7lb lol) but I just converted that into kg and it's 59kg which means I've actually lost weight. The skinniest I've ever been is like 56kg. But I'm actually happy with my weight right now alhamdulilah. I just don't feel good about myself when I eat oily food like tonight, so i always feel like I need to exercise the next day to feel better about myself. Watch now I've said this I'll probably jinx myself and end up gaining a bunch of weight 😂 which is fine, gaining weight is fine as well. I need to be less hard on myself. I don't wanna be skinny I just wanna be healthy which alhamdulilah I am.

Was so gooooood.

This is what she sent me lol. I used to take her clothes but I just live in my hoodies now.

Idk why but during summer time, I tend to move into my sisters room. I always used to do revision in her room or the downstairs guest dining room / antique room. I love my room it's cosy and it's literally me like if you walk in you know it's my room, I've literally got pictures stuck on my door, but there's something about Ays's room that I like during summer time 😂 i love watching the sunrise from her window if im ever awake that early.

I could have had a bubble bath ages ago but I'm waiting for my belly to deflate a bit so I am able to move 😂 Ramadan is the perfect example of greed. Fast the entire day for 15/16 hours, and iftar time you feel like you can eat everything but become full in two bites, perfect example of how temporary some of the pleasures of this dunya is.

A lot of my friends have been trying during Ramadan. A few of my friends struggle praying 5x a day, as do I sometimes, and one close friend who I won't name cos I don't think it's right talking about their "sins" or struggles, but she's really been trying to pray 5x a day during Ramadan and was telling me how hard she's finding it and honestly I told her I used to be someone who would ALWAYS pray 5x a day without fail, and now unfortunately I'm finding it hard too so I sympathised with her, I'm trying during Ramadan though. I think it's beautiful how Muslims try during Ramadan, even if it's for a month.

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Anyways.

This film is so random, it's fast and furious Hobbs and shaw, Ryan Reynolds and Kevin hart have randomly popped up.

I'm so tired. Will sleep right after my bath.

Good night diary

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