547 days

Tuesday night 🌙

Just came home.
I actually didn't feel tired all day considering how much sleep I got last night. I'm quite tired now ngl, nearly fell asleep in the car, I came home and even though I had a meal deal an hour ago, I had a sausage, samosa and a hash brown.

Tonight is hair night. Need to treat my hair but I'm sooooooo tireeeeeeddddddd.

My period pains weren't the best today. Not as bad as yesterday, yesterday was like sharp shooting pains as if my insides were killing me. Today was more like dull aches which is what I normally get. And it always radiates down to my leg. And it's the worst pain omg. Even now it's been aching for hours on end now. I'll have paracetamol before I sleep and I always try and avoid taking any sort of tablet.

I feel like the dull aches are sometimes worse cos they last for hours. For me anyway. They make walking or even standing unbearable. Even now, I'm literally sat down, and I can feel the pain radiating from my lower abdomen, all the way down to my right leg. My lower back. And it's like I can feel it in my pelvic bones😭 it's irritating me and so painful😭 anyways.

I think I'm gonna fall asleep whilst washing my hair😩 idk why I'm so tired lately, maybe because I'm on. 😓 - 20:22pm

Also the moon was so pretty tonight, it was a dark orange crescent 🌙

First cry of my period.

I HATE THE PAINS.
I am tired
And I want the pains GONE. They've been bothering me more this month than last.
Gonna have a hot shower. Then eat a chocolate muffin. Then sleep. Maybe watch something. Or read. Then actually sleep. Maybe cry some more.