I'm so tireeeeeddddd I just wanna sleeeep. Praying today goes by fast.
Woke up at 4 to drink water , I was starting to get a little bit of a headache last night and wanted to make sure I drank enough. I also ate quite a bit this morning. I wasn't hungry really but I wasn't extremely full and I'm gonna be working 12 hours So I had a large bun with peanut butter and Manuka honey , like smothered in peanut butter. I struggled finishing it but it was tasty lol. That's pretty much the main thing I ate and inshAllah it'll do the job and keep me energised.
I was thinking to work tomorrow too but I need to go food shopping at some point and buy samosas and party food and things for iftar. Only because I wanna do a bit of uni work next week. Next week is also part of the last ten days of Ramadan which is really holy and important. It's when laylatul Qadr is, the three nights of Laylatul Qadr. Oh I need to buy dates too. I think the dates Ayrton got for me are all finished now.
I need black trainers too.
6:03am
—— Oh my days today is so slow and dragging. Still craving subzero peanut butter or snickers ice cream. I need one or the other in my system. 7 hours left fuck a duck💀😫
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I just came off call with Ilham 2 hours I have so so so much to write about today I've barely ate Barely drank and I'm so thirsty And I'm sooooo tired been awake for almost 24 hours and have my alarm for 4am All I've had today was just sugary food and in all fairness I deserved a treat. I did eat some food at h's. But I'm not even hungry. Will try eat a lot in a few hours when I wake up inshAllah
Thought my parents were so angry but they were fine Although my dad didn't speak to me Will probably get questioned tomorrow idk we shall see
Good night diary 1:39am
P.s I FINALLY HAD SKNCKERS ICE CREAM AND I ATE IT IN BEd urghhhh it's like I could feel it enter my blood stream lol
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Anyways absolutely shattered
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I did not wake up to eat or drink anything I was probably too tired and turned my alarm off I am gonna struggle I'm so thirsty I should have some before bed but the only water I've had is at honey house I'm so tempted to not fast today I've never really been this thirsty 😫😞 💀 at least I had snickers ice cream 5:05am
