Think I fell asleep within seconds last night. I was asleep by like 10:15pm. I slept good but woke up in the middle of the night because my breast pain was so bad at one point. But I managed to sleep again. Periods suck. The only good thing that comes out of it is being able to eat whatever I want as an excuse but I do that anyways lol.
I'm still in bed and don't wanna get out, this week has dragged for me I'm so glad it's Friday. - 7:15am
—— A patient said I was her best friend and we'd be going out for a coffee date soon lol. Think I low-key need a new friend.
—— Went to Lidl and got myself the cheese pasta FINALLY. Im at a stage where I'm comfortable with food and calories again so I decided to finally get it.
Ilham called me on my way home and I spoke to her and I also got kinder white bueno (fave chocolate at the moment).
Im gonna start posting what I eat in a day so I can eat better I feel like it'll help me. Im gonna have a shower and read and nap for the rest of the day. - 13:59pm
—— Just had an 'everything shower'. I have an everything shower once a week but not a set day, i do it on any day I feel bothered enough to have an everything shower. I really want a nap now but I'm not tired enough to sleep. I'll lie in bed and see if I can drift off. - 15:41pm
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Just had an everything shower. How ironic.
—— I wanna get back into taekwondo , get my black belt. I was more than half way. Was a blue belt. Maybe I'll add that to my bucket list.
I also want to get piano lessons only because I want to learn Einaudi songs. I could do it myself at home to be honest as I self teach myself the piano and had lessons more than a decade ago. But I feel like piano lessons would speed up the process. Im in love with his songs and always have been. I texted a piano instructor.
I am currently listening to Einaudis songs about to read a book.
I also want to buy a keyboard for my room because I hate practising the piano downstairs in front of my family I don't know why. I only like to play songs I've learned and don't need to practice or know I won't mess up. I hate messing up in front of anyone. But it'll be a waste of money as we already have a piano, but I've wanted a keyboard for my room for ages now. - 18:51pm
