547 days

Tuesday 24th January 2023

Dear diary,

I was shattered last night and I'm not exactly sure why. I was asleep around 8pm.

I put my phone on do not disturb and I was completely knocked out and oblivious to the world.

I've just woken up it's 3:10 right now. I'll try and fall back asleep. I've got a missed FaceTime called from Honey at 23:34pm, I also listened to Lorenz's voice notes and he literally left work at almost midnight which is crazy hours. He never said love you back lol, that's gonna make me cry on my period right now lol I literally just woke up cos I had a weird dream that almost made me cry.

He also said to give him a text when I wake up but I don't wanna wake him up. I'm not sure about wednesday, he said he could give me a lift but he'd have to drive all the way to my placement then all way to my uni. It's long. I'd pay him for petrol money. Also in the period mood that I am in, if we do meet up, I don't wanna go for food as I'm starting to regret how much I ate and I feel gross and fat so I'm gonna detox for the rest of the week and also I wouldn't wanna walk too much , I hate walking when I'm on.

Anyways I'll see if I can go back to sleep. - 3:14am