Youssef x nathan oneshots | heartstopper

Little one in the womb

(Youssef is trans-ftm)(mpreg)
It was quiet in the room, save for the clock ticking and Gatsby's purring. Youssef sat stroking the cat trying to ignore the gentle movement in his stomach. He couldn't ignore it anymore and rested his hand on the small bump. He had no idea how he was going to tell Nathan about the baby. He smiled softly at the sight of Gatsby looking at his stomach in curiosity.

Hearing the door open, Youssef snatched his hand away and Gatsby ran straight to the door. The soft laugh that left him had clearly brought a smile to the intruders face.

Nathan came over to him and pressed a small kiss to his forehead "hi honey, you feeling better now?" he asked with slight protectiveness in his tone. Youssef just nodded and smiled, not trusting himself to not reveal everything that was going on with him. The sudden smell of food made his smile brighter as Nathan climbed behind him.

Youssef rested his head against his husband chest taking small bites to eat, praying that the baby wouldn't reject the food. Luckily the little monster didn't, so the two sat eating dinner in quiet, except for a few sly remarks from the both of them.

As Youssef felt himself relax, he's not sure what possessed him as he asked "Nathan... have you ever thought about having kids?". When he realised what he had asked he tried to find any excuse but couldn't form a proper sentence. Nathan looked down at him and with a shy smile and a blush he responded "I mean... yeah of course I do but I don't want you to think that we have to have kids, I'll be perfectly happy if we don't" he stuttered out then paused "why do you ask?".

Youssef closed and took a breath "because I'm pre- just curious" he huffed out, asking himself why he couldn't just tell him. It was clear to him that Nathan had noticed the sudden change in answer but decided not to press any further.

The heat soon came back to his cheeks when Nathan placed a hand on the left of his stomach and gently started stroking. Youssef met his husbands eyes "Youssef, honey, please tell me if something's going on" Nathan almost begs. All Youssef can do is tear up and swallow while stuttering "of course id tel you but nothings going on".

All that could be heard for a couple minutes was the sound of clock. and Gatsby, as Youssef rested his head against Nathan's shoulder. Then it hit him all over again. The peace was disturbed by Youssef running to the bathroom to threw up. He had barely made it in time as the dinner came back up. Not even seconds after Nathan came running into the bathroom with Gatsby following behind curiously, then jumping to sit on the bathroom counter.

The sounds of Youssef's sobs filled Nathan's ears as he sat beside him and stroked his back. Trying his best to catch his breath Youssef sputtered out "I should of got the surgery, I should of got that god damn fucking surgery". Nathan looked at him with sorrow "why do believe that, my dearest?", Youssef rubbed his tears "because if I got the surgery then I wouldn't risk ruining our marriage".

Pulling him close, Nathan tried his best to figure out what his husband meant by that. Unfortuanately, for the both of them, he couldn't figure it out. Once Youssef had relaxed and his stomach calmed down, the two went to their bedroom and sat in bed holding on and other.

"God, I have such a handsome husband. So smart and strong. He's not perfect but that's okay. Nothing can change how lovely he is and how lucky I am to have him"

The words pulled the strings of his heart as tears welded up in his eyes. "You promise nothing will change that", a pair of lips press against his forehead "I promise". Right as Youssef went to speak Gatsby came in and cuddled up against the both of them ; more specifcally close to Youssef's stomach.

As Nathan scratched behind the cats ear, making it purr, he couldnt help but chuckle "he's been really obsessed with your stomach lately". Those words made Youssef's cheeks turn bright red. He for once allowed his hand to rest on his stomach as he gently rubbed it. Nathan watched the scene in confusion as a small smile appeared on Youssef's lips.

"I think he just loves his little sibling" Youssef whispers with happiness in his voice.

The confusion quickly melted to pure happiness at the realisation. "you're pregnant" he whispers to himself. The two met each other's eyes, one full with tears and another full with happiness and love.

Nathan grabbed hold of his husbands tear stained face and kissed him "we're gonna have a baby". Youssef grabbed hold of Nathan's hand and rested it on his stomach. Nathan's eyes then matched his husbands as he felt the light kicking against his hand.

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It had been 7 months since Youssef had told Nathan about the little one. And while Youssef loved his little baby and couldn't wait to meet her, he hated the sleepless nights that came with her. He closed his eyes allowing his body to relax as he fell back in the rocking chair. The chair had been lately been the only thing keeping Youssef lately; as he sat in the chair he would always hold his stomach feeling the light kicking.

Since it was towards the end of his pregnancy, Nathan hated the idea of Youssef being alone so when he heard a little tap at the door he couldn't help but suspect his husband. He didn't open his eyes nor did he speak, expecting his husband to do it first. But he didn't speak.

Instead he pressed a kiss on his stomach.

For the first time in a while he was the first to speak. "She won't stop moving and kicking" he whispered, slightly scared of what was happening with his body. He could feel his husband's state of pity and guilt "I'm sor-", "if Charlie can't say that word then neither can you". A warm familiar chuckle brought a blush to his cheeks "then I apologise for putting you in such a horrible and exhausting position" Nathan teased with sincerity. Youssef finally opened his eyes and looked at his husband "there's those pretty eyes" making his cheeks even darker "stop teasing me, it's not fair" Youssef mumbled as Nathan pressed a kiss to his head.

"fine I'll be nice by the way..."he started then knelt down to his husbands bump "Darcy says hurry up because they wants to meet you, so do Nick, Elle and Tara" Nathan finishes pressing a kiss to the bump. A small chuckle left the pregnant man's lips, they weren't the only ones wanting this baby out. Youssef gave one last rub to his bump then was helped by Nathan to walk back to their bed.

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Two months had passed since the birth of their sweet daughter and finally the Paris Gang was allowed to meet her, as long as they were quite and respectful. Of course they had seen photos of her but they had yet to be able to psychically hold her.

It came with no surprise that they all arrived earlier than planned. Thankfully Youssef had decided plan everything so it would 10 minutes before originally planned.
When the entire Paris Gang walked in they weren't as loud as usual, which softened Youssef's heart. When they all walked into the living room, and saw the small baby on his chest, their whispered conversation stopped abruptly.

They were in awe at the sight and couldn't help but stand and watch her. Nick was the first to go up to her. He sat on the floor in front of her and gently ran his thumb over her hair. It was clear that they became attached to her at that very moment as they could awe at her happy little sigh.

After they all had interacted with her there was only Darcy left. Youssef could clearly see that his eldest daughter was terrified so he pulled himself beside her. He picked his youngest and rested her in Darcy's arms. "what if I drop her" Darcy whispers to him while still looking at the small frame in her arms "Don't worry you won't" he whispered back. Darcy couldn't help but stare at the small figure in her arms. Youssef noticed how she was clearly struggling to interact with her sister so he got Nathan to grab her teddy. When Nathan came back he handed Darcy the small bear "use the paw of the bear and gently run it along her face... she likes that" Nathan told her while handing them the bear. They did exactly what she was told was and slowly started stroking the baby's face. Darcy started giggling at how her sister wriggle about in her arms as she smiled.

Once Darcy had finished playing their sister, Youssef took her into his arms and pressed a kiss to her forehead. Nathan watched as his husband took such good care of their daughter. He secretly hoped one day they could have more kids, possibly through adoption. Though Nathan wasn't the only one wanting another kid, Youssef would gladly have another, not caring about how but only about how he would love them.