Haikyuu!! x Reader

Sugawara Koushi x Reader <Without Her>

Requested by @Crazy-Fangirl

DISCLAIMER: I do not own anything in here except for the story plot. Enjoy!

Beware! Angst! If you're not comfortable with reading it then... Don't! (I'm not sure if it's gonna affect you though😕)

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This is a Sugawara Koushi x Sadist!Reader kind of... Story.
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She finally got tired of him.

"I don't need you anymore".

She left him.

'What was the purpose of our relationship then?' He thought.

All that time, when he thought that she was happy, she was just playing with him. The entire time, until she found another source of amusement.

He could still remember when he confessed to her.

"___, I like you. Please go out with me!"
"I like you too, yes!"

Was that one sentence, that one sentence, just filled with empty words? That sentence, which Sugawara held so dearly, just a lie.

He loved her so much. Fooled by his own love, until he couldn't see the truth.

She didn't love him at all.

Just playing with him as if he was a toy, a non-living thing. Him, the boy which sacrificed anything just for her.

Right after the break up, his heart broke.

Right after the day that they parted, he cried.

Right after they had no longer talked to each other, he snapped.

On the outside, he appeared fine. But on the inside, he was screaming. Screaming for her to come back, screaming to get rid of the pain. Screaming to fill the emptiness up. He just couldn't take it any longer.

And one day, he just gone mad.

He laughed like crazy, torturing himself and others.

He tried lying to himself that he didn't need her.

Still, he wasn't that kind of person.

"I hate her!"
I need her.

"I want her dead!"
I want her to stay with me.

"She's gone for good!"
I miss her so much.

"I'm not sad!"
Everyday I'm thinking of her, calling out her name.

Why?

I wouldn't be sad, I only lost someone who didn't love me. But she's lost someone who loved her.

Every time he tried to forget her, things just led to him yearning for her even more.

I knew it, I just can't live without her.
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Thanks for requesting! I'm not sure if this was what you wanted but yeah... Hope you enjoyed this chapt! Pls comment on how I can improve my writing! Thanks!

This is my 50th one shot chapter in this book😱 Maybe I should do some 50 chapter special or something. Idk. Comment on your thoughts of what I should do!👉🏻

-Kunaiwa