Behind Closed Doors ~ Septiplier

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I jammed out to my rock music, singing along with "No More" on my bed.

"You can break down my lights and my doors But I won't let you back in no more, no more I am sick of getting stuck in the same routine, again Five nights It shouldn't seem so long But it Takes forever when you all about it wrong  These Halls are lined with blood I can't have on my hands These Walls they seem to call my name But I refuse to be another Puppet in your game Your eyes are dead inside But tonight I leave Alive You can break down my lights and my doors But I won't let you back in no more, no more I am sick of getting stuck in the same routine, agian Tie me up Put me in a suit But I'll never be like you No I know what happened here and you can't erase your past Done what i can to try and hide But even you can tell who i really am inside Its not my job to watch you I'm Leaving here tonight But maybe one day you will find Humanity but until then don't you say that we are the same You can break down my lights and my doors But I won't let you back in no more, no more I am sick of getting stuck in the same routine, again Tie me up Put me in a suit But I'll never be like you No I know what happened here and you can't erase your past I, Crave the light of day Cause I've been keeping you away It's Driving me insane It's Driving me insane You can break down my lights and my doors But I won't let you back in no more, no more I am sick of getting stuck in the same routine, again Tie me up Put me in a suit But I'll never be like you, No I know what happened here and you can't escape your past MAYBE ONE DAY YOU'LL FIND HUMANITY!"

 I sighed as the song ended. Why does that describe my life so perfectly? There was a knock on my door, but I ignored it. Another. I groaned, "What do you want?" The door opened, revealing the man I despise. 

"Hey sport, I was wondering if we could talk?"

"No," I blasted my music through my headphones. He sighed and stepped in. "Hey! I legit just got the smell of BO out of the carpet, don't ruin it." He hesitates and steps back out into the hallway.

"Look, I know you don't like me, but maybe if we spent some time together we could have a proper father son relationship-"

"Let me stop you there, Airhead," he crossed his arms and I stood up, pausing my music. "I will NEVER respect you. I hate you, simple as that. And if you really want to help me out, get out of my room." He sighed, shaking his head in disappointment.

"You'll see one day," he then left my room. I  hate that man so much. I looked out of my old window. It was cloudy, usual for October. Maybe I should go for a walk? Maybe I can meet some people I can talk with at school. Might as well, since all my real friends are back in Ireland.