《Songs
All I ever need ~ Austin Mahone
If I lose myself ~ One Republic
All too well ~ Taylor Swift
Your Guardian Angel ~ The Jumpsuit Apparatus 》Here I am sitting inside this car wearing all black clothes for my best friend's funeral.
My heart is sinking, my tears won't stop since last night. I bet my eyes are puffy and red now.
I watched all of the people walked out from the cars.
Of course, they're attending the funeral.
Out of all days, it had to rain today. At a time like this. I mean why can't it rain some other days.
Why does it have to be today and why does Joel have to leave us forever?
I walked out from our car with me holding his picture as I walk in front of his coffin.
His family is here, they're all shed their tears because of their loss. It's all my fault. I blame myself...
Joel died because of me.
"Losing my best friend is really hard, Joel has been a part of my life ever since we were little. We fight sometimes but at the end we are still friends. I..." I started sobbing again then I wiped my tears.
"I love him so much but I guess it's time for us to let him rest, I know that he's in a better place now but there won't be a day that I won't stop thinking about him, our memories will still be alive, he will be in our hearts forever..."I took a deep breath then I sit next to my mother.
I'm pretty sure Christopher, Richard, Zabdiel and Erick are here but I can't look at them. I just can't after all of this happened? How could I?
I don't even know who to blame.
Perhaps I blame myself for being stupid. Maybe I blame the bearded middle aged man because he killed Joel but who should be the one to blame for why this happened.
I sighed and my mother rubbed my shoulder to comfort me.
"Mrs Pimentel I'm really sorry for your loss." I said and she tried to smile but I can see the pain behind those eyes.
She hugged me one last time, didn't say a word.
When I turn around, I saw Chris standing at the entrance of Church with his head down.
I approached him, "Hey." I said.
He look at me with such sad eyes, I know he didn't mean to let all of this happened. He's a friend of Joel of course he's sad.
His face are bruised, his knuckles are wrapped by a bandage. He walk up to me a little and I can see him struggling because of his injured legs.
"How are you?" He asked.
"Pretending to be okay." I said.
My feelings for this boy still remains, I still love him so much. I was feeling so sad and hopeless just now but when I see him.
I start to smile a little bit I guess.
"I know you're mad at me." He said.
And I got confused, "Why would I be mad at you?"
"Because Joel would still be alive if I didn't send him a text that day." He said.
"What are you talking about?"
He sighed, "I know I was going to that place because I did that to protect you. They were going to hurt you and I know that they will still hurt you even if I go so I sent Joel a text to let him know the location."
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Intimacy
RomanceValerie Jenz, a shy college student has a best friend named Joel Pimentel. She falls in love with his best friend's friend Christopher Velez. Joel wanted her to be happy and something you never expect happened to her. Will she find a way to be her o...