Hired |N.H|

-Chapter 56

I had to do it. What would you do if you were in my place? I didn't have a choice in the matter. I wish I had but I didn't.

I had to deal. He made me.

He, is Michael.

He made me sign a new contract tonight. A contract until October. He said if I didn't sign it there would be hell to pay. I knew he was threatning me with violence. Frankly, I was scared shitless.

he took me into a room when the boys went onstage earlier and interrogated me. He offered me double my pay if I broke it off completely with Niall until October. I said no at first then of course he got an intimidating man into the room too and he backed me into a wall.

I didn't have a choice.

I didn't want to do this. The contract states I am not allowed to have any contact with Niall unless Michael permits it and if I break this I won't get paid.

On the bright side, I will have double what I need for college after October and Michael said I can date Niall all I want then and I can stay on tour if I want.

But it broke my heart to have to break it off with Niall. He told me if I was caught in his room again I would have trouble to deal with. I don't know what he meant by that but I know it wasn't anything nice.

Knowing I was hurting Niall made me hurt even more. Michael told me I had to pretend to Niall that I was just gonna listen to him. I'm not allowed to tell Niall about this new contract or it's off.

I know if Niall did find out he would go bonkers, seriously.

If he knew what Michael done God knows what he would do.

I know he'd do anything for me and that's what's making this the hardest. I am basically lying to him and scheming behind him back just for money. But I hadn't a choice, Michael threatened me, what was I meant to do? Beat him up? I don't think so.

I rolled over in my hotel bed. It was cold and lonely and I didn't like it but sneaking into Niall's room again was not even an option because Michael is going to be checking on me every so often.

This is frustrating me so much. I have this contract now until October so by that time Niall probably won't even love me anymore. But I know I will still be hopelessly in love with him. It's inevitable.

I pressed my face into the cold pillow just wishing I could disappear into it and forget about this whole fucking mess, caused by Michael.

Niall and I could of been a happy couple by now but he had to come along and fuck shit up didn't he?

Well, I guess it's partially my fault, considering I wouldn't take Niall's money but I couldn't do that. No way.

So basically until October I am Michael's captive. There is no getting out and there is no getting near Niall. It's like being tied at the wrists when you see something you want. You can see it, you can nearly feel it, but you can't quite reach it. You can't have it.

What I can't reach is Niall.

My thoughts were interupted by the door of my hotel room opening.

"Yes, I am still here." I groaned, not even looking up.

"Good girl." Michael said and I rolled my eyes.

I looked at the time. It was after concert time. The boys would be back now. I want to see Niall but there is no way in hell I can. But one thing is, Michael can't control my messages. I can text Niall! Yes, I can text him!

I quickly grabbed my phone and sent him a message. 'Hi Niall, sorry, I really am, I wish i could explain what's going on but I can't. Just remember I love you so much, night night xx'