𝐊𝐢𝐨 𝐂𝐲𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐚𝐝 𝐁𝐨𝐲 - 𝐤𝐢𝐨 𝐜𝐲𝐫

Chapter 65 : "the person who screwed up her life"

Elenas POV

Kio. He's finally popped into my head after all these hours. Well of course I thought about him but this time it's really sinking in.

I remember a distance of his voice like it was yesterday. It feels as if I were touching his muscular arms and his fluffy hair...but I wasn't. Right?

Had they lied to me?

I miss him. I want to kiss him and hug him, no matter what he's done. I feel like I owe him somehting...but I don't know what.

All I can do is dream about him...

"You should get a better attitude, freshman year is a good year"

The first time we met...

"Nice view isn't it?"

When I went to his house for the first time...how this all started...

"Well?"

When he gave me his jacket at my first party...

"You like it when I touch you like this don't you?"

The first time we kissed...but also the first time i cheated...

"You can laugh all you want but in the end I always get what I want, and I want you"

When he fought Anthony...

"Let me guess, you didn't charm the dean ;)"

When we got stuck in detention together...and the second time we kissed...

"It's a constellation, you see, there's a story to it"

When he told me the beautiful tale of the stars...

"I need you elena, I really need you"

The same night he gave me my first orgasm...Did he mean it?...

"You're cute, you know?"

The Halloween party...our first stupid argument...

"Aww, you're blushing"

When we got put in phycology together...

"I can do so much to you right now, I'm gonna need more than five elena"

When I snuck him into my bedroom...and he gave me another orgasm...

"No no, I'll help"

When he was being an asshole at Friendsgiving...

"Tomorrow night you will be nothing but mine"

The night before the ball...when he gave me oral...

"So? You ready for tonight?"

When he didn't care about me...he was messing around with Morgan...

"Shall we dance 'ma lady"

The ball...my favorite moment together...except when he ended up in the hospital...but I ended up there with him too...

"You know elena, I'm starting to think we're talking about you"

The Christmas break trip...when he took me to the diner...

"I want to make you feel...good"

When I gave him a blowjob...

"Don't cry elena"

When I went to his room crying after the hot tub incident...

...and he took my virginity...

...

Kios POV

I used to think no one could save me.

But she did. She did save me. My best friends little sister saved me.

The girl with the soft hair...the eyes that glistened in the moonlight...also the eyes that never stopped rolling...in both ways.

The softness and purity of her was so...satisfying.

I would kill to just feel her one more time. I need her.

She changed me. I feel like I would give the world up for the people I love. I noticed how worthless the people I used to hang out were, at least the ones who didn't care at all about me.

Josh interrupts me from my thoughts when he comes to sit next to me.

"Have you seen her yet?"

I shake my head, "nah"

"What are you waiting for man?"

"I...i don't know," i answer truthfully.

"You know, I know that you think she's mad you right now. Maybe because you're the reason she's here"

I turn my head and narrow my eyes at him.

He shakes his head, "but, I'm pretty sure she wants to see you kio. She's mad at the world right now but from what I gathered from just being around her...is that you made her feel secure and grounded."

A tear runs down my cheek.

"She needs to feel that again. Just for the time being or maybe even...the time left"

"Why? Why do you think that josh?"

"Because for so long. You made her feel special, like she was floating in the sky," he looks up at nessa and then back at me, "trust me, I know the feeling"

I shake my head, "why would she want to see the person who screwed up her life?"

He sighs, "because...even though you did...you also have a special place in her heart, you made her smile, laugh, cry, and you took something valuable of hers..."

My eyes flutter, remembering her body underneath mine...her soft moans and gasps.

"So at this terrible point of her life right now, she needs someone who was worth it for a little while kio"

I look at him and swallow, thinking about his words.

"Go get your girl kio."