Formula 1 One Shots

LN - I'm coming home.

Y'all still reading this? I hope I didn't make you wait...

Just another half hour before the second Silverstone race!!! I'm so exciteddd

Happy reading!

I walk towards the entrance of the paddock with a heavy heart, it's been three years. Two years ago he entered Formula 1, three years ago we broke up because he wanted to focus on his Formula 2 championship. We just started talking again some weeks ago but that died down again. I scan my pass and enter the track. The distant sounding engines meet my ears, the smell of gasoline in my nose and people rushing everywhere. I missed this.

"Y/n?!" I'm met by Zak Brown, he always liked me ever since we met in this same place while my ex was getting some experience here. "You're back, I mean, finally."

"I missed home," I say.

"Who wouldn't miss a home like this? Come with me." We start walking towards the McLaren hospitality and getting weird looks from everyone. Until I see him, standing awkwardly, looking my up and down. "I'll be inside."

"Yeah sure Zak." I say back to him and Zak leaves. I look back to Alex he seems upset with seeing me here today.

"What are you doing here?"

"I'm coming home. Zak gave me a pass every race, I never wanted to come and now I do."

"Why did you come now?" He sounds mad, like I'm a burden in his life. Maybe I am, but why should I care? We broke up and it's not like he doesn't want me here because he hates seeing me here, but he's scared for me. thought that's still weird because I'm not in a car.

"Because I want to. You can't force me not to go to what kept me alive Alex. You know what racing means to me." I say, not knowing what to do now.

"It also almost killed you." He raises his voice too loud, triggering something in me.

"I was a kid, it also almost killed you, more often than me." I scream now, not getting why it always led up to this.

"What happened to us?" He lowers his voice to an almost whisper. We've known eachother since karting and we became friends, and from friends to lovers real quick. And then...

"We both f*cked up."

"You didn-" He says but I cut him off.

"If you don't mind, I'm going to meet up with Zak."

"Sure thing." I nod to him and walk away. We always fought, have great make up sex and then fought again in the morning. The fights were always over his racing and the past. Blaming eachother and tearing eachother apart, until I broke and we agreed we're both better off free. "You know I still care about you, right?"

"I do too." I whisper but unsure if he heard. I walk into the McLaren building. "Excuse me, do you know where Zak went?"

"I saw him a minute ago but I don't know. Wait I know that voice... Y/n?" The man I asked turns around and I see it's Lando Norris. "Y/n, baby!"

"Hey, Lando, How've you been?" I meet him with the same enthusiasm he has. He pulls me in a hug and kisses me forehead.

"Missing you around, met a new boy these past years?" He teasingly pinches my side.

"Actually no, my heart always was here and no guy, ahh whatever."

"You've been happy right?"

"Nothing feels worse than heartbreak." I laugh and look to my feet. untill I hear a scoff of Lando and look back up to his big smile.