In My Life (John Lennon fanfic)

Chapter 71.

December 2, 1980

Me and John were really getting hot and heavy. Kissing, touching, grinding...you name it. But once his hand began making its way between my legs, I pulled them away.

"John, you know I can't." I whispered. He frowned and sat up 

"Come on Lucy. It's been awhile now."

"I know. And I'm sorry but...doctors orders." I pouted.

I really wasn't lying. I was told no intercourse until a few more weeks. Hopefully days. I couldn't wait that long. Plus, I knew how much it was driving John crazy.

"Lucy I'm hurting here." He groaned. I giggled and reached between his legs, feeling the hard buldge under his briefs. I bit my lip and looked at him.

"How about, since you've been such a good boy....I give you a little relief?"

He smirked. "I like the way ye think my love."

I looked over to see William awake. Just wiggling around and reaching up into the air.

"Aww look at him. Isn't he adorable." I beamed. John nudged my chin to focus on him. I barely reached the waistband of his underwear when Max ran into the room, jumping in bed with us.

"Mommy I'm scared." He pouted.

"What's wrong baby?" I asked.

"There's a monster under my bed." He held onto me. I looked at John and he knew what to do.

"I'm on the case." He got out of bed and left the room.

"Mommy can I sleep here with you and daddy?"

"Of course you can baby. Come here." I nuzzled my face with his and kissed his cheek. He blushed and kissed me back.

A few minutes later, John came back into the room and got in bed with us. "I was once a Rock n Roll musician. 'Avin a few drinks everynight with the mates, shagging birds backstage, gettin fuckin knackered after an eight hour gig. Now? I'm checkin for monsters under beds, sex deprived and raising a family. Life takes lots of twists."

I smiled and sat up. "And? What do you think of all this?"

He smiled and tucked Max in. "I had one hell of a ride. But this....this is where I belong."

I blushed and leaned over, giving him a kiss. Max made a gross noise making us laugh.

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John was busy on the phone, writing in a notepad while I made him breakfast. Max eating cereal at the table while William cried. I was all over the place. Flipping eggs, wiping Max's mouth, fixing John's tie, feeding William...

"...alright thanks. Bye." John got off the phone and kissed me. I smiled and pulled away.

"What was that for??"

"I found a studio in London. I was thinkin, we start loading all our things in boxes, and make the move as soon as possible."

"John we just had William. He's still a tiny little thing we can't..."

"Come on Lucy. Isn't this what you always wanted? Us moving away as a family. Starting new?"

I nodded and looked at him. "You're right. Why can't we wait a month? Moving takes up a lot of time and well....Christmas will be coming around the corner soon. Julian will be coming over in two weeks. I just want the boys to have a nice Christmas."

He stayed silent for a few minutes and nodded. "You're right. Let's go big yeah? Buy a big tree, lots of decorations, get the little lads some presents....."

I pressed my finger over his lips. "You mean Santa will get the boys some gifts."

"Oh yes. That's what I meant." He smirked.

Max walked over and tugged on my leg.

"Mommy the stove is on fire."

"Oh shit." I hurried up and ran out of the room.

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