professor romanoff

chapter sixty one

week four

"and that's what happened. so now you know that i'm being blackmailed, don't let Professor McKay know or she'll expose us" Natasha finished. Well i didn't see that coming, i thought it was going to be Taylor again.

"okay so, i still don't get why you couldn't just tell me. like i know she said not to but how is she suppose to know? you know? you didn't have to- completely shut me out and push me away" I spoke seriously, i was still upset even after finding out what happened.

Yes, she's being blackmailed but like she should have told me. We could have figured out what to do together she didn't need to push me away.

"Y/n, i couldn't. were you not listening?" Natasha spoke aggressively.

"um, yes i was. i still think we could have figured out what to do together" Natasha shook her head as she leaned back against her desk.

"no, Y/n i couldn't. you don't understand. those photos could ruin both of our lives, i'll go to jail Y/n. do you understand that? there's so much at stake here, we can't just- just mess around without thinking about the consequences" I scoffed, dose she really think i'm not thinking about the consequences.

"how can you say that? i am thinking about the consequences. i don't want us to get caught either but Nat you- you hurt my feelings ending things that way" Natasha didn't seem to react to my words, hurtful but whatever.

"i mean, are you? you haven't really thought about them before, trying to kiss me with the door open. i mean if you hadn't Professor McKay wouldn't have suspected us" I gasped at her practically saying i was the one that got us caught.

"i'm sorry? you were the one that kissed me in front of Taylor outing us completely" Natasha shook her head as she stood up straight starting to pace around.

"she was naive and barely a student, against a teacher there was no way the Dean was going to believe her. kissing me in front of another Professor is so much worse" I scoffed.

"i didn't kiss you in front of another Professor i didn't know she would show up" I shouted, well this is escalating.

"come on Y/n, the door was open" I just crossed my arms and shook my head. "i mean really, that's so immature Y/n, i told you not to do things like that and you did it anyway" Natasha spoke to me like i was a child.

"immature? did you just-" I sighed.

"Y/n what did you expect? like really, that we would do this for- for what? how long did you expect this to last?" Natasha gestured to us, i furrowed my eyebrows at her words.

"wait what?" I asked hurt by what she had said.

"what? i mean i'm you're Professor Y/n come on" Natasha chuckled like it was the most obvious thing. I mean it was, i just thought she thought of me more than just her student.

"so that's it then, i'm just your student and i mean absolutely nothing to you. great, that's just great Natasha thanks for that, i really appreciate it" Natasha's expression changed instantly.

"wait, no baby i'm sorry, i-i didn't mean that i was just- it's hard" I hummed nodding.

"no this is actually good, end it now before i get too invested. oh wait" I stood up throwing my bag over my shoulder and grabbing my jacket. "you know, i really thought you were different, but it turns out Professor that you're just like the rest. you use me for your own benefit and then dump me" Natasha immediately started shaking her head but i had had enough.

"Y/n, wait don't leave. i'm sorry. i didn't mean that, i do care about you please i just- i-" Natasha rambled.

"no, stop. i can't anymore. it was fun. i'll stay your TA, i'll only stay a couple minutes after class to keep up appearances but that's it. i'm done" I spoke finally making my way over to the door.