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McCoy part 2

**part 2 to the last McCoy one. It has lyrics to the song Beautiful Excuses by Rixton. Some lyrics will be repeated, but the meaning will change. McCoy's point of view, it is mainly his thoughts about the fight, just with song lyrics. I'll try to add the song in the media. It's a slower version than the real one, because its Copyright if you don't.**

I can barely sleep

there's something on my mind

That fight with Y/N, I keep replaying it in my head. It was terrible.

I'm lying in the dark

searching hard to find

I truly don't know what I'm looking for. Just some answer of what Y/N and I should do

for the love that we shared

and the life we left behind

there's only beautiful excuses in my eyes

Excuses can't truly be beautiful, but I suppose some could be. Y/N and I had shared some great times, but this fight seemed like the end. Our son had gotten into trouble, big trouble. I understand her points, but its not only my fault.

I could scream and shout

but once the point is done

The point is done, its done. A fight like that can never be forgotten

tried before you learned

fly too close to the sun

I suppose we could try to make up, we probably will. but once you fly to close to the Sun you get burned. Burns create scars.

you're starting to lose faith

so hold on to your pride

there's only beautiful excuses in my eyes

We were starting to lose faith in each other.

What makes an angel fall in love

I suppose love in itself could cause love.

What makes a good man turn and run

Men get scared. We fight with our wives and don't want to return; especially if we loved that girl very much.

How do you know if she's the one

You just know, you have a gut feeling that you can't shake.

I've made all the perfect alibis

and I've sugar coated my disguise

I didn't want Y/N to truly know how I felt, I had to hide it

But I can't cover this up

the sweet goodbyes no

there's only beautiful excuses in my eyes.

There wasn't a sweet goodbye, not even close to one.

Locked up in her thoughts

We haven't spoke in days

I wonder what she's thinking about? I haven't seen her in a while. I wonder how my son is?

She's saying that I've changed

still stuck in her ways

Y/N was always kinda stubborn, and I agree, I had changed

I won't pick up the phone

I've said all there is to say

Y/N had tried calling, but I refuse to answer. I just don't have anything to say.

Got to be strong because its wrong for me to stay

I think Y/N and I should take a brake for a while, to cool off and sort everything out with our son.

What makes an angel fall in love

What makes a good man turn and run

how do you know if shes the one

I guess now I don't know, no one can truly be perfect.

I've made all the perfect alibis

and I've sugar coated my disguise

I can't let her now how I truly feel, I CAN'T

But I can't cover this up

the sweet goodbyes no

Some of it is getting hard to hide. I've been having outrages occasionally

There's only beautiful excuses in my eyes

Too many beautiful excuses

tell me what the use is

try to find a way to come back home

I want to go back. I still love Y/N and I still want to be with her . There isn't a use for excuses anymore.

How can we correct this

if we disconnected

If we don't talk we, won't ever work this out

I don't know

I don't know

I just don't know

What makes an angel fall in love

What makes a good man turn and run

how do you know if she's the one

I now know for sure. Y/N was the one. Angels sent us to be together.

I've made all the perfect alibis

and sugar coated my disguise

I'm done hiding this. I need to tell her.

but i can't cover this up

the sweet goodbyes no

There's only beautiful excuses in my eyes

Authors note:

So this was different, and formatted differently. Second part to my last McCoy one, that was requested by JustALittleTrekkie. I hope you like the second part. Sorry for sadness.