BULLIED 2

Submission 1126

I have been bulled through out my life, I am a outcast at school,no friends... I suffered from anxiety since I was 7,

I got called, loser,and loner, being a little kid I was scared, but things got worse when I was bullied by some older kids that where Calling me Worhtless,bitch, stupid eg.

I felt super upset and scared, I tried hiding from them everyday. But they would Find me...

When I got older and left primary school, I joined so many social midea sites and made lots of friends, I was 13 then. But every midea site has one person whom is a total bitch right?

Yep, I made enemies with the wrong people on a site called Qfeast, well let me say, it didn't bother me that much, but I really felt alone though.

Anyways, I got anorexia a few weeks later, I became depressed when I moved to high school. I felt sick, and I wanted to die so badly. Then came self harm and suicide attempts, school was beyond awful.

The kids would say things behind my back, my "friends" left me, without reason. I became a outcast, the midea was beyond awful

A few people where hating behind my back, someone told me to kill myself, so I tried, and tried and tried...and I am still trying

Bulling is bad

What type of bullying did I go through

Cyber,Exusion,mental

Who bulled me

Strangers and classmates

What did the bullies say or do

Said nasty things, and harassed me they also left me out, and made Me a outcast

How did I feel

Hopeless

Worthless

Like I should kill myself

Did anything help

Music,self harm and suicide attempts

Have I ever self harmed or fallen into depression

Yes both

Have I ever thought of suicide as a result of being bullied

I have lost count on how many suicide attempts I have done. And I am still strongly suisidal

Have I told anyone

No

Why why not

I had anxiety I was to scared

How long for

Still to today