Submission 1144

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What type of bullying did you experience? 

I experienced name calling, teasing and physical sometimes. 

 How old were you when the bullying started? 

Roughly 5-7. 

Who bullied you? 

Classmates and the 'popular group' 

What would the bullies say or do to you? 

Call me names such as cow, ugly b*tch and to go kill myself in hell. 

How did you feel while you were being bullied? 

Alone and scared. I didn't speak out of fear of being called a tattle tale or a snitch to reduce my popularity. 

How did you feel after being bullied? 

Scared right after, and now I still have nightmares, trust issues, depression and I tend to lie (I.e I own a brand of makeup when I don't) 

Did anything help you cope with that feeling? 

No. I was on my own. 

Have you ever self-harmed and/or fallen into a state of depression as a result of being bullied? 

I have fallen into depression and thought multiple times about self harming , but never actually did it. 

Have you ever contemplated suicide as a result of being bullied? 

Yes, multiple times. 

Have you told anyone you know that you were bullied? 

Only a few, i did it once and got called names and lost my friends when they found out. 

Why/why not?

 I'm scared 

How long were you bullied for? 

6 years. 

Are you still being bullied? 

Yes. But I'm coping with it better. 

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