Caught in a Lie

Thunder clouds

NOTE TO READERS: Y/N IS STILL NARRATING!

It was truly awful. For me to even hear this- I couldn't even believe what I had just heard. Almost toxic to my ears.

Here is what she had said: "She wants to see you, I said yes." 

I don't even know what to do with her anymore. I don't want to stay here anymore. I just want to debut as quickly as I could and get out of here. I don't want anything to do with her again. 

This was way to much for me to even take in right now. It is better for me to get out of here right now. But where would I go to? Did I even have enough money to go and live on my own for a bit- like a day? She only gave us our weekly allowance of 100won per week. That isn't enough for the both of us. There  she was saying hat she worked for a big company and here she is not willing to give at least 200 won to her "kids". Oh yeah, best adoptive mother of the year award definitely goes to her.  

 But right now, it was dark outside so should I give the woman a night time scare? How about now. There was too much on my mind I need to let go. 

So what I do now is message Taehyung and tell him about my plan. But he didn't respond to it immediately though so I guessed she was with him right now. I wonder what she was telling him. Did she get hold of his mother as well? Could he stand it? What would his reaction be? He was much more sensitive compared to me- but he was older that me. For him, family matters a lot. So how would he react if he was told that he had a chance to meet his real mother?

I sneak out of the house and take my money and phone with me. This was clearly too much for me to handle. I just need time to myself sometimes. Yes, I had a room to myself but I need to get out of the house sometimes. I heard that if you stay inside your house for too long, you become narrow minded- the last thing that I would ever want to happen to me. 

I wait for the bus under the stop. It was raining. In fact when was the last time that I had seen sunshine?  It was forever raining. Just like how it was raining in my life and mind. Just awaiting the thunder clouds now... my anger was on its way... 

And was about to strike real soon...