Remembering and Grief

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December 2017

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December 2017

Arriving back in Korea from Ireland I had just got through the arrival gates when I felt my phone vibrate

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Arriving back in Korea from Ireland I had just got through the arrival gates when I felt my phone vibrate. Taking it out while my manager got me through I saw that it was a member of SHINee. Answering I'm shocked at what I'm told

"Oppa?"
"Serenity where are you?"
"In the airport my flight just arrived, Why?"
"Serenity I don't know how to tell you this....."

I could hear him holding back tears

"Tell me what?"
"Serenity, Jonghyun's gone."

I freeze causing my manager to start to pull me

"What?"
"He's gone Serenity"
"He can't be I was talking to him yesterday. You have to be joking?"
"I wish I was but he really is gone."

I couldn't stop myself I fell into my manager's arms crying. The fans in the airport grew quiet as I cried in my manager's arms, I was still talking on the phone

"Serenity?"
"He can't be gone"
"I wish it was a joke Serenity"

I couldn't reply my manager brought me to the car. Getting in I started to cry harder.

"How did he?"
"Suicide Serenity"
"When's the funeral?"
"In a few days."
"Ok Oppa can I call you later?"
"Yeah"

I hang up the phone, my manager turns to me

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